Today is the first day after the confirmation, that is, I finally work for half a year, I was very happy after positive reply by Friday, but gave me the interview this afternoon one of the most cheap, also represents the year-end bonuses few and far between, other basic is normal school admissions file, although I compare the Buddha, but when the time comes, I still feel a little sad. Today, I looked back at the half year when I just stepped out of the campus and entered the workplace, and FOUND that I was still confused!

To introduce myself

I was born in December 1995, but I just entered the job for half a year. Yes, I took the college entrance examination twice, and I took the postgraduate entrance examination twice, so I started to work late. I didn’t take part in the autumn recruitment of our school, because I originally wanted to go home to dawdle, so when other students were in the autumn recruitment, I was preparing for the civil servant exam, but I still failed! After failure comes the question of what to do next. After seeing other students’ job offers, I chose to study front end by myself. My major was not computer science. From December to March, MOST of my subjects were back-to-back questions. Because I heard this company doesn’t work overtime… But I didn’t know if I liked it or not.

In the life

After all, I only learned a little HTML + CSS + JS and VUE. I heard that the company used React, so I was worried that I would be fired if I could not pass the probation period. On the first day, I was very upset. I knew that I was a loser and had never used Git before. Fortunately, my tutor and TL were very good. I began to pick up the demands. Since I was a newcomer, the demands arranged by TL were relatively simple, and I would ask if I didn’t understand anything at ordinary times. So no big deal;

So stable down slowly, because demand is not so complicated, I got a lot of time to study, once accidentally brush to ono teacher video in station b, think he is very suitable for me, then bought his class, read the js parts and react again, just as I thought I would have been step-by-step study like this; Probably in November, the company is busy, work overtime to 9 PM every day how to walk, slowly I feel tired, because I itself is not a person like to work overtime, and then after that time, was not busy again, but I lost heart, I’m thinking about my will is not suitable for the Internet, that time I was the first to go from work every day, I went back and played crazy games until I went to bed at 1:00! To this day!

In the performance interview, TL told me that you didn’t have enough personal growth and precipitation. To be honest, I didn’t quite understand, but I didn’t refute that I was the first one to leave after work every day.

conclusion

  1. From the beginning, I could not use Git, but now I can basically complete the daily needs, and I am very satisfied with myself.
  2. Technically, it is now developed using React hooks+ TS, with some DVA involved;
  3. I haven’t read a book before, and finished reading javascriptdom programming art and the first 6 chapters of the Little Red Book within half a year.
  4. I consider myself a Buddhist, but here are a few questions that confront me:
  • Am I cut out for this?
  • What else am I supposed to do?
  • What are my plans for the future?

We have to take it one step at a time!