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(79) No more hesitation
On Christmas Eve, many people receive apples and oranges, which symbolize peace and success. And I got nothing. I was miserable.
In the middle of the night, Lao Pan, who had been out of touch for a long time, sent me a video chat and asked me for a Christmas present. The present was just an excuse. What he craved was to talk to me. Two lonely old men talking till 1:00 in the morning.
In fact, I’m the only one who’s lonely, and Old Pan is enjoying himself. Just last month, he got acquainted with a fellow villager who was also struggling in Hangzhou.
The girl worked as a headhunter for a human resources company, and Lao Pan was his quarry. After a few phone calls and a chat on wechat, he turned away and the girl became a lamb to be slaughtered.
The best way to heal a broken relationship is to start a new one. According to Lao Pan, they are still in an ambiguous stage, and there are still various uncertainties.
But judging by pan’s confident manner, it’s not hard to believe he’s a sheep in a tiger’s mouth.
Fate this laoshi son is really elusive, the drought dead, waterlogging dead waterlogging. I hope this is not a bad peach blossom for Pan, who has good luck in love. If that girl is another “Li Male”, I’m afraid he will break down.
Pan sent me a picture of the girl. Although the girl is not as beautiful as Li Yanan, but it is also a beautiful beauty. Of course, when it comes to beauty and ugliness, I don’t always agree with the public.
Many girls who are average-looking to others are gorgeously beautiful to me. A big part of the reason for this self-reflection is that I never wear glasses despite being nearsighted at nearly 200 degrees.
See flowers in fog, see the moon in water. Often walk in the street, distant glance at the girl, everywhere is beautiful. Hazy world has hazy beauty.
Like me, Pan always claims he doesn’t judge a book by its cover. But we are a little different. I am blind, he is black.
What I promote is the attitude that “it is rare for a person to be confused in this world”. But he always spread the dirty idea that “when the lights are off, it’s all the same”.
After Christmas, New Year’s Day is coming, and 2015 is coming. Whether you’re ready for it or not, it’s coming at you. My life is not great joy and sorrow, the day has been flat like water, think also really boring.
I badly need a girl to sit by my window and talk to me in the rain. The big picture is for human reproduction, the continuation of the species, the passing on of good genes. To make Lao Yao stop forcing me on blind dates, to make the winter quilt no longer full of cold.
No girl would throw herself at her without making the first move. I finally put down my inhibitions and asked my old friend about Wang Qinghua’s mobile phone number.
I don’t know where to start if I call someone I haven’t seen in years. It would just be embarrassing. Besides, in case he had already married another man, I was afraid my gallantry would cause unnecessary misunderstanding.
In view of this, I sent a request to add friends on wechat, hoping to get acquainted with her on the social network. Wait to understand the specific situation, then make the next step forward or back action.
Based on my limited experience with girls, picking up girls is a long game that should not be rushed.
Why do you miss Wang Qinghua? That daydream was just a prelude.
Big cities give young people more and better job opportunities, but they also raise some people’s spirits. Not to mention the unaffordable aborigines in the imperial capital, many outsiders born in poverty but struggling in big cities are more proud and dignified than their peers rooted in small towns.
Without 180 tall son, miss a wave of sister, without car without room again miss a wave, poor one’s previous experience again miss a wave, do not understand rhetoric again miss a wave……
Right now, I don’t have much choice with girls.
Hello Tsinghua
The only solution is to get rich. Getting rich is no longer a reality. I hate to resort to blind dates. After all, in my current state of existence, I am afraid it is very difficult to find a lover in the imperial capital.
So I decided to pull away from the concrete of the imperial capital and cast my eyes toward the forest of my hometown. Compared with wang Qinghua, a girl from a small town, I have the only advantage of good education background and high salary. We are old acquaintances, if I hold the attitude of a lifetime to pursue her, perhaps lovers can become Married.
Of course, everything I think so far is wishful thinking.
Before going to bed, I go to the water room to brush my teeth and wash my face, stare at the people in the mirror, and think about the future, expecting god to give me a surprise as soon as possible. After washing up, I came back with my phone in my arms, expecting nothing from my friend request.
I clean the house, I make the bed, my eyes are always on the phone screen. As time goes by, the night is dense, hua Mei there is still no news.
I was flustered and worried that something was wrong with the wechat App. So, upgrade to the latest version, refresh repeatedly, as old. I also thought that maybe there was something wrong with the phone, so I sorted out the running memory, removed the garbage files, and restarted again and again, as before.
Waiting, suffering, I toss and turn.
The next day when I woke up, I refreshed wechat the first time I opened my eyes, but Huamei didn’t add me. On the subway, refresh again, hua Mei still did not add me. Morning meeting end, check mobile phone, hua mei still did not add me.
At lunch, at dinner, on the toilet, in a daze, coding, shaking the pan, and so on. I anticipated a number of possible reasons for rejection, but still took a chance. I kept trying to convince myself to give up the illusion, but I was convinced that everything was going to be fine.
Act a few years old, obviously has passed the age of the deer. Why do you still treat girls so badly? I seem to be back to the original pursuit of Li Hong that haunted, sleepless state, or worse.
Long time do not contact, Wang Qinghua is afraid I have forgotten. With no news of him, hopes for a reunion of his old friends cooled. I was thinking about looking for the right opportunity to call Wang Qinghua in the future, to draw an end to that dream some days ago.
Things took a sudden turn for the better when I was feeling extremely low. On my way back to my apartment after work, I received a wechat message from Wang Qinghua’s friends.
The darkness of the night, the light came to me.
I was so excited that I couldn’t wait to meet her. But the cold wind mistaking me, it invaded my hands, I shivered, played for a long time did not hit a complete word.
I quickened my pace and ran to the apartment. Small one kilometer distance, I leng is to come up with 100 meters sprint momentum. The sweat on my forehead was licked dry by the wind, and the pain in my legs was cured by hormones. A vague feeling of excitement swept over the cerebral cortex. My heart said Qiao Feng war together Xian Zhuang, guan Erye thousands of miles to ride alone, but so it.
I know that being friends is only the first step in a long journey. If you want to meet hua Mei victory in the marriage hall, still need to painstakingly.
You can win a hundred battles if you know your enemy and you know yourself. Hua mei’s wechat profile picture is the short-haired girl from the movie Leon.
Therefore, I suspect she is a dysphoric. I warned myself to show my mature side in future conversations.
A small talk, hua mei has not contacted me to explain. She was on the night shift last night and slept soundly all day, so she didn’t get back to me in time.
In the heart of the tiger, smell the rose. I chose my words and communicated with her carefully.
In between waiting for her feedback, I would browse her moments and explore her recent situation. There are many photos in hua Mei’s circle of friends, but most of them are from back, side face, stars and sunset. Perhaps beautiful girls mostly do not like to show off their beauty, wenchan’s circle of friends also rarely have positive photos.
During your q&A, we got to know each other’s recent situation. She was surprised THAT I was single, and I was happy that she wasn’t.
More happily, I found out that she was currently in a gap under the guise of helping her introduce quality boys. She’s dry, I don’t know, but I’m fire.
Wechat chat for more than an hour, gradually into a good situation. Hua mei sent a message: “don’t type, too tired, we talk voice.”
So many years have passed, Hua-mei life or work as always simply, not messy.
In fact, I thought to myself, let’s just go ahead and start the video, Face to Face. However, given my current condition of living in a humble alley and a cluttered house, I have temporarily held off the idea of video chatting for fear of scaring off women again.
I made a voice request, and a moment later I heard the familiar and unfamiliar accent.
Long time no see, Tsinghua university.
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