I admit I’m mediocre

I admit I’m mediocre. He was not born into a rich family and did not graduate from the prestigious university 985/211. I am an ordinary person without any characteristics. If I had to introduce myself, I couldn’t seem to say anything. Typing code was a skill that allowed me to have a reasonably stable income, no family, no house, no car.

Perhaps I can only do such an ordinary person, I can not become a king, prime minister, not necessarily when can reach the peak of life, may never reach the peak, after all, there is no peak in my name.

It doesn’t matter if it’s not good. It has nothing to do with anyone but yourself.

In 2021, I’m anxious

Since March, my life and work seem to have become a mess. The whole person seems to be trapped in a mess such as hemp thread, has been trapped in a vicious circle, can not get out.

Insomnia, lying in bed tossing and turning until 1 or 2 o ‘clock became the norm; Chest tightness, every day seems to always have a breath not to go out, a heart is like imprisoned in a sealed airtight space; Decadent, often always inexplicable powerless, all things seem to have no interest… .

Since the choice of displaced, and fear the storm.

Every busy person fantasizes about an exciting escape.

I used to be a high-spirited young man with all kinds of dreams for the future. And yet I was stuck in a life that was not what I wanted it to be.

So, I continue to convince myself, I accept such a life, I began to challenge life.

“Just walk away, to relax“

I took a day off on Saturday and flew to Dalian alone. I was under the guise of “southerners feeling northern life” in a city that, to me, was very northern. I aimlessly rode a bicycle in the city, rode for a long time, is also a journey for relaxation.

“I started working out again.“

“I began to insist on the output of some articles, but also thanks to the Gold platform, my persistence efforts, won the first prize.“

“I began to build my own knowledge system and output my learning and understanding.“

“I started finding things to do for myself, making todolists for myself.“

I cannot make outstanding achievements in a short time, nor can I become a very excellent person in a short time. But I believe that diligence can compensate for stupidity, the heart of their work to complete due diligence, heart to life, to feel good in life.

I admit that I am mediocre and not excellent, but I still have dreams and dreams. It doesn’t matter if I’m not good, but I’m working hard, working hard to my goal.

revolution

I like the word “revolution” very much. Just hearing these two words can make people feel motivated and enthusiastic. Even though I’m not good, I have a lot of things I want to do, because it’s true that I want to make a difference.

In the second half of 2021, I hope to find more extraordinary things in my ordinary life. To dream as a horse, not to zhao Hua.

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