Yes, I’m a clickbait! I was wrong.
The blogger ended his wandering life as a wild programmer this year, found a state-owned company and rounded himself up.
When I arrived in Beijing, I remembered that there were some students in Beijing, and the little sister of this article is one of them — yes, the little sister is really the class flower, very sweet, and there is no title party. Left left left
In fact, when I was in college, I didn’t touch much. However, alone in the north, truly “alone in a foreign land as a stranger”, once some strange, now become cordial. I talked with all these students. My sister is studying for a master’s degree in Chaoyang District.
goodbye
Asked for a day off, in chaoyang district affairs, things done relatively fast, finished about 2:30 in the afternoon, thinking little sister’s school is not far away, want to meet? The blogger is a little social fear, more introverted person, and a little uneasy, in a certain do not want to reveal the name of the handsome group of friends encouraged, go!
Asked the little sister, little sister just have time. During the epidemic, the university did not allow outsiders to enter the south gate of their school to meet.
It was quick, and as someone who didn’t know what loop he was in, he got off the subway and, of course, followed some de all the way to the south gate.
Me: “OK, little sister, I went to the south gate.”
Little sister: “I will go down, right away.”
Ten minutes later…
Little sister: “I didn’t see you.”
Me: “HERE I am. Show you the location.”
Little sister: “Yi… How did you get to the North gate?”
Well, not some de pot, little sister’s school is divided in two by the road, I went to the other half of the campus of the south gate, just little sister in the campus of the north gate.
It’s a meeting at last. Little sister or before as lovely, we are still the same as before –
Are not ripe.
I improved the atmosphere and the blogger launched himself into a conversation of ten parts.
“Little sister, have you eaten?”
“Little sister, what are you busy with recently?”
“Little sister, have you been exercising recently?”
Little sister:…
I’m just kidding. Although we didn’t have much contact with each other, after all, we stayed under the same sky for four years. After we left school, we found that there were so many common memories, the cherry blossom path we crossed was the same, the willow Lake wind we blew was the same, the old table where we returned books was the same…
Slowly or relax and familiar up.
About happiness
Wandered into a park.
There is a lake in the park. There is a tree beside the lake. There is another tree beside the tree…
There’s a drink shop next to the tree.
Me: “little sister, do you want to drink something?”
Little sister hurriedly waved her hand, no, no, really no.
Me: little sister, don’t you want to drink the first cup of milk tea of autumn? 😞 — True * drink milk tea.
The little sister groped for a while from the bag and pulled out a thermos cup: “I usually only drink hot water. You can drink yourself if you want.” A girl who drinks hot water herself will have no friends.
Me: This is very boring – who doesn’t go out without a thermos.
I also from my backpack out of a thermos cup, holding the thermos cup, the two of them looked at each other, revealing Buddha (oil) system (greasy) smile.
At this moment, I think of the poet Bei Dao’s line,
“All I hear when the cups touch is the sound of dreams breaking.”
And when the two of us — the thermos — met, all we heard was the sound of old iron.
Chatting, talking about my past year wandering around, probably the atmosphere is too good, I also just pick good to say.
I said, “Well, in the past year, I have been to many places. I have seen the sunset of Shanhaiguan, the sea breeze of Beidaihe, the solemnity of The Mausoleum of Sun Yat-sen and the magnificence of Mount Tai. When the autumn air is crisp, steam on 35 jin of sea crab; When the cold wind gradually rises, the smell of laobaidry wine falls asleep; When the snow fell heavily, I ate hot mutton soup and baked cakes. In the heat of summer, I drink draft beer with a barbecue.
Little sister: 😓😓😓
Me: “little sister, you this year?”
Little sister: “nothing, I stayed at home for nine months, every day is to eat, sleep and beat my brother……”
Let’s change the subject.
I: “you are still so thin, have sport at ordinary times?”
Little sister: “no, the university is not physical test, I usually do not exercise. Thin, that’s the constitution.”
Me: “Yeah, me too. I have been eating vegetarian for a month, just entered the last company, and my colleagues went to eat a buffet sauce bone hot pot, from then on the company spread the legend that I can eat. They didn’t believe I was going to stay thin forever, but I did it.”
Little sister: “That’s right. My roommate skipped dinner at night to lose weight. I eat a lot every day and have snacks in the evening when I watch the show.”
We looked into each other’s eyes and showed our bright smiles. At this moment, we were very happy.
In the park, there was a little girl, riding a car quickly, tilted her head, staring at some two uncles and aunts sitting on the bench with a puzzled look on her face, and plunged into the grass by the roadside…
(– false, if you had not been kind enough to shout to the little girl)
About the sad
That’s enough sitting. Get up and walk.
I brushed my hair at the little sister. “How do I look to you as I stand here in front of you?”
Little sister: “the hair seems to sparse many, the program ape is very hard?”
Me: “Yes. For a while, I went to work at 8:30 and left at 11:30 every day, and I had to work overtime on weekends. Sometimes it’s almost all night.”
Little sister: “Oh, no wonder the hair is sparse.”
Me: Can we not talk about hair?
Little sister: “I see you have a few blain blain, is not usually often worried ah?”
Me: “… A little better recently. I had a more urgent task last year. Can you make the decision to take the list or not? On the night before a task node, a problem was found that could not be resolved. I went to the head of r&d — I was the developer at the bottom and he was the developer at the top of the company.”
Little sister: “That’s really stressful.”
I: “I also good point, have a together of elder brother, back nasty of had a big knot in one’s heart. In the history books, this is called ‘gangrenous hair on the back,’ and you may have died.”
Elder brother: you **** can be really a little genius of history.
Little sister: “Oh, that’s too serious. Actually… I…… I lose my hair.”
Me: “Really? Fake? What hair is your girl losing?”
Sister: “Really, I was very anxious for a while. I thought I’d never finish my thesis, I’d never graduate, so I couldn’t sleep at night, and when I went to get my hair cut, I realized I’d lost a piece. Up to now, there are many buddhas. I used to want to study for a PhD, but now I don’t want to. Scientific research is too difficult.”
Me: “Is it that hard? What direction didn’t your tutor give you? Not working for the master?”
Little sister: “Very difficult, pointing to the direction of the complete do not know how to start. Not working for a mentor. Because I went in a different direction from my mentor, I mainly followed my mentor’s collaborators.”
I: “I just know, graduate student still have with tutor direction inconsistent of.”
Little sister: “yes, our tutor partial hardware, there is a particularly big laboratory, equipment is particularly many, our laboratory do not know from extrusion, should be the most broken 😔
Me: “You’re too hard.”
Little sister: “I also ok, there is a teacher sister also have to take the child to do experiments.”
Me: “How old is the baby? How can you go to graduate school when you have children?”
Little sister: “Only when there is a child can I go to graduate school. Neither he nor her husband has a Beijing hukou, and her child is about to start school. Senior sister special fight.”
I: “female this weak, for the mother is just.”
About the future
Sister: “What about you? What about state-owned enterprises?”
Me: “State-owned enterprises have much less pressure than private enterprises. But, to put it bluntly — less money.”
Little sister: “That welfare should be good?”
I: “think much, which have what welfare. Does giving something away during the holidays count? Plan to accumulate accumulate, still want to go Internet company, the most direct reason — money is much. I wanted to try it this year, but I found my personal level is a little bit worse.”
Little sister: “MMMM, come on!”
The blogger went to Beijing last year. Until now, I always like to tell others that I had a “dachang dream”. In fact, there was just someone in Beijing who could go to work at that time. Graduation just entered the line, what dare not think, just want to mix a meal to eat. Mixed for a year and a half, when more than ten months of “programming street skates”, how much progress, some ideas – into the factory.
Me: “Little sister, what about you? Really don’t read bo?”
Little sister: “No way!”
I: “that you graduate coherent what?”
Little sister: “I’d better stay on as a counselor. But it’s really hard to stay on campus for my master’s degree. My tutor said it’s almost impossible these years.
Me: “that want to be not top counselor?”
Little sister: “may return home when the teacher.”
I: “the semantic recognition that you do anyhow also calculate comparative front, have not thought to enter an Internet company?”
Little sister: “never consider!”
Me: “Have you ever thought of staying in Beijing?”
Little sister: “Never thought of it! When I took the postgraduate entrance exam, I was thinking of coming to Beijing, but after I came to Beijing, I felt it was very difficult to settle down here. One house, probably not enough for a lifetime. It is difficult to settle down in Beijing, and I can’t see the hope of settling down in this city.”
Me: “Me too. Even if I am lucky enough to enter Dachang and continue to improve steadily, it will be difficult to take root in Beijing. In fact, it is not difficult, it is impossible. I may return to Wuhan, which is closer to home, in a few years. Wuhan’s surrounding cities can also see the hope of settling down.”
Little sister: “how fat matter? It feels like we’re both so…
“Funeral!”
— again on the title, is not not the title party.
Actually, I was thinking. Little sister, you are so excellent, you can find a Beijing local boyfriend, so that there will be no problem settling down. Because SOMETIMES I dream about it — how I wish someone could see that my six-pack wasn’t just a hard stomach.
Lol can’t say it, shame on me for thinking that, please real feminists whip me.
Say goodbye to
The title of this blog post is a bit…
In fact, said things have nothing to do with wind, snow and moon, just some rain and dew wind and frost.
I feel that we are more than just the two of us, we are two small waves in thousands of waves, we are rushing forward together…
But, forewave, where are you? The beach? Why is it still there? 20 years ago ashore is washed up on the beach, 20 years later ashore will be washed up on the cliff. At least in Beijing, at least in me.
It’s kind of depressing! Is dubious.
In fact, life is still forward, at least, there is a home to go back to.
Evening, and little sister to eat together, I am the rice party, she is the pasta party, the same is, we eat a lot of really.
Maybe, I’ll be there for a while and we don’t want to see each other again — nothing, turn it up, what’s next?
Back in the evening, the little sister pointed to her south door: “Remember clearly, do not admit mistakes.”
“MMM, goodbye!”
‘Goodbye!
On the way back, the subway in Xierqi is still bustling. The subway leaves, and the shadows on the Windows make the distance a secluded and empty space.
This city is very busy, this city is very lonely!
Free essay, feeling and hair! In addition, I wish everyone a happy National Day! A happy Mid-Autumn Festival!
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