In September to December is autumn, at this time of the year there will be a large job for hiring, but I missed the recruitment, not because of other reasons, just because of his laziness, thought to find a job is very simple, a big deal to a company when the moth, clearly not in love with the computer, but because the computer high wages but insisted, looking for my interview, Most are outsourced; But I know the situation, know oneself is very confused now, so the prime-time 9 ~ 12 months, I gave up the delivery, feel life is very confused, do not have any information on their own, but not willing to do, think to learn a few months beep, although at that time very vegetables, but don’t want to do “moths”, want to find a oneself to like and helpful to their future career. Unconsciously in March because of some special reasons, have to come to Beijing, stayed in Beijing for a period of time, reflect on yourself, every day lying in bed even brush with mobile phone for several days, and it is half a year has been in the state has been to regret the past, why not learn technology, not to lose weight, have been entangled with the past, It made me forget the present is the most important, continuous several nights thinking about their problems, suddenly in a sleepless night just want to see, should accept now of oneself, because for me, and, more importantly, excessive decadent, cause once love sports can quit snacks be overeating, every day in the entire people are fat. That night, having cleared things up, what do I want most now? What’s most important to me right now? People are growing up and striving to be what they want to be. Before, I always missed the four years in college, but now I should cherish the next four years and think about what is the most important for me in the next four years.

I’ve combed through a list of things I must do well in 2022
  • Find your dream job
  • Exercise every day to get the body you want
  • I rode my bike, read financial magazines, took the IELTS test after CET-6, and read a book every week

It’s eleven o ‘clock at night: 30, I am a person who never stay up late, but I can insist on getting up early, before the bad habit has been formed, all can’t suddenly change, of course, but these days, has been breakthrough self, keep learning technology must look at the relevant source code, there is a problem or not will directly go to the English website, I feel I am a man of great perseverance, after a week, How did I discover my value after I quit some of my bad habits and the person who was full of blood in high school came back (my college life was a mess because I chose a major I didn’t like)? One day in the evening to knock the code found that people who take no interest in programming are really insist on not bottom go to, but I insist on down, from then on, more and more interested in programming, I am willing to take the initiative to go to the other people’s code, would you like to go to grope for a new initiative to learn things, willing to knock on 100 times in a row, unfamiliar code to write high quality articles blog every week, Willing to go to gitee, finally realized the big guy knock code happiness, for the technology “play a play of happiness”, although now I still very vegetables, hee hee ~, life has no fear, as long as you want to start, it is not too late at any time. Hahahaha one item (● ‘plus-one’ ●) for this period of time, I feel like a rebirth. I believe in myself and will definitely make it. Go for it. After this period of continuous reflection, said goodbye to procrastination, set a flag for myself before, every day to keep a diary, but no day can insist, tonight I think I should summarize my recent state, from this evening, I completely bid farewell to the previous self, to meet the new self. The first time so seriously write blog, write bad, slowly will improve. If you feel lost now, you can choose to stop for a while, read a book, go out for a walk, and rethink the direction of your life. Sometimes, stopping is also a kind of progress. I hope each of us can take responsibility for our own life. I will definitely finish this year’s flag next year. Let’s do the summary. Refueling ✌