preface
Growth is inevitable, but the process is not necessarily beautiful.
You laugh or watch it, that’s the biggest recognition.
Profile information
| The story of | The length | The protagonist | Introduction to the |
|---|---|---|---|
| Another dull year | A year (2019). | oneself | How did I survive this fucking year |
wedge
If it is not to make more money, who TM would like to be displaced and wronged?
At the beginning of the year, after the Spring Festival as usual to start work (seven), and then dealt with the separation ~ for wool?
Boss(10:XX): The company is going to cut costs. Can you accept a salary cut?
Me (10:XX): No (a million ideas, all kinds of weird overtime, nothing at the end of the year, and a pay cut? International joke)
Boss(10: XX): Then you go through the resignation procedures today and hand over to XX.
Me (10:xx): ok –> Turn around and go out
I accidentally output the relevant data to a document, why?
- As a result, companies use all kinds of disgusting behavior to force employees to leave, and avoid compensation
- What is the concept of meeting twice a day, morning and evening!! I can’t stand it. I have to publish a summary every Monday.
- Tough change of work hours from 9 to 6 to 8:30 to 19:00, awesome (in a group meeting)
Some people may say, why not go ahead of time, mainly because of poverty and want to precipitation.
Although the company is quite strange, but I as the head of the technology stack display is quite comfortable.
In the meantime, I decided to play with everything I wanted to play with.
From Vue to React, from client rendering to server rendering,
Mpvue, Taro and Docker are all used in the actual business.
Unfortunately, GraphQL didn’t try any specific business.
In this start-up company, the R&D team adopts a minimalistic mode, which is to fight alone.
You may wonder how you can learn and make it happen in this environment.
Working overtime and improving coding efficiency to get a standard version running on the line,
Then free up time to try new things, and then gradually replace.
In the
After leaving, the blank period is more than half a month.
Sleep to wake up naturally every day during the period, wake up to see the data, occasionally go to the Internet cafe night dozen warcraft.
I got three offers in my job selection this time.
- One in the software industry base, need frequent assignments, similar to the field, bye
- One is doing container service, the highest treatment, the company has a certain scale to let me lead the team (did not go)
- The last one was a small workshop. The owner was almost one round older than me, and I was impressed by his personality.
The new company is also a single soldier mode, although the number of people, but the atmosphere is very good.
And the related welfare benefits can be given, in this company, I mainly control the front end of this piece.
The business here is not complicated, but the pace of iteration is fast, so overtime is essential.
At the most frequent, 10105 became daily, with an average of one mid-night Posting.
In order to let the small partners also struggle together, xiao to love, move to reason of the truth said a lot.
What I learned in this company is more about the coordination and adjustment of personnel.
But startups don’t fare well, and this one went cool, and I came out again in September.
The constant job search can be physically and mentally exhausting, yes, more exhausting than going to work.
Because a day is spent in delivery, telephone, interview, waiting and second interview!
Write a few years of business, has been writing business boring, this time I change direction play.
During this period, I took a rest for half a month, met three people and got two offers.
- One is doing e-commerce, the front end team has more than 20 people, this interview also had a second interview.
Finally nothing, because the last six months need frequent iteration, take a single break system. The position offered to me is also oriented at the business level.
- The choice is to do low code platform, the front end team also has about 20 people, here for the infrastructure group.
On the first day, I felt a little confused, because I didn’t have much time to get familiar with the business.
I have already started some stuff in the first week, and others in the same batch are still getting familiar with the code in the second week!!
There is a lot to learn in the infrastructure group. Why?
Because it drives the company’s front-end technology system,
So a lot of things have a sense of mission in the toss, do someone with a sense of achievement!
For example, be careful about refactoring into basic components,
Because several teams and a whole bunch of business that’s already running online are using it.
If the problem brings economic loss and follow-up impact is not small.
Every partner has something to learn, and some functions of our business group are also amazing.
At the time of this article, I was in the third month of my probation period, and I don’t know how long this company will last.
However, I know that developers need to have a sense of crisis, learning things not only in the post, but also in life.
The tail
During work, I treat myself as a robot from Monday to Friday, and all kinds of weird overtime work as the normal life.
If you can’t resist, you can use this time to study or something.
Now Saturday and Sunday, it depends.
Vaguely remember just out of society that year, with a salary of three thousand yuan 996 without complaint, just to want to draw from the company.
It was a lot crazier than it is now. Half a night was the norm, and there were a lot of all-nighters, but it was also the year I grew the fastest.
Maybe you don’t have a great platform,
There were no established bosses or r&d teams,
Or a perfect process.
If you want to grow, you can always find a way, otherwise it is useless, complain less, study more.
If the small workshop because of employment, blame does not have the treatment like big factory fish, passive work,
To put it bluntly, this kind of dregs never do well, because they always blame it on something else.
People are highly emotional animals, so I’m no exception.
How to adjust your life so that you don’t explode and you don’t feel empty,
Not falling down is a matter of constant choice.
For example, besides coding, I have hobbies like playing games. How do I find the time?
What I did was I sacrificed some of my sleep, which I averaged after 2 a.m.
There are many aspects of life that need to be learned, not just coding.
I will also practice writing, singing, cooking, writing, and experimenting with financial investments in order to live a full and fulfilling life.
Every choice has a cost, so think about the possible ripple effects when you make a decision.
I just want to improve my life and don’t want to be trapped by it.
Material to pursue, the quality of life and the sense of ritual also have to gradually pull up.
Or what? A bunch of cute new pictures? Terrible?
And get lost in it?
2019 has come to an end, and the year is still boring, because I am still the dregs at the bottom of society.
But still continue to struggle, trying to break the status quo!
Pay does not necessarily have the same harvest, but there must be harvest, do not want to pay can only wait for death!
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