“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

Since the epidemic, time is like pressing the fast-forward button, the last New Year’s day seems to be close at hand, blink of an eye, another New Year’s day is coming.

Looking back on this year, I feel as if I have done nothing. It seems that nothing can impress me. Life is as plain as ever.

But the passage of time always leaves its mark, and I’ve been fortunate enough to capture a few small ones and hold on to cherished memories of 2021 with this article.

Fall in love

At ordinary times, I like to watch the poetry explanation video of Dai Jianye on B website. When Teacher Dai Jianye spoke the word “Nalan Sex” on August 7, 2021, I was deeply touched by the last sentence he said.

I often say, if you have not truly loved someone deeply, you have not been deeply loved by others, I think it is a kind of misfortune in life. You only deeply loved others, others also have deeply loved you, this lifetime I think it is worth.

I quite agree with this statement.

I read a lot of articles and films about the meaning and value of life. Most of them advocate fame and fortune and enhance social contribution and influence. I do not reject these values. After all, poverty means prosperity, and prosperity means prosperity.

As far as I am concerned, I belong to the former. It is my greatest wish and pursuit to live a happy, healthy and happy life for both of us without causing trouble to the country and society.

The game

In 2021, I participated in many competitions of various sizes and won some minor awards. One of the two competitions that impressed me most was the Mathematical Modeling Contest and the other was the Sichuan Provincial Computer Works Contest.

Da mae sai

At that time the training camp was in the winter vacation, after the final examination, the game ended on February 9, February 11 New Year’s Eve.

The training was held on another campus (suburban campus), which was one or two degrees colder than the city, with fewer buildings and a stronger wind chill.

There are few people in the building, campus, classroom and canteen. Fortunately, DURING the four years of university, I have seen such a deserted scene in such a large campus.

I was lucky to be in the school team, but in the end, the three of us agreed to quit the school team and signed up for the competition on our own.

I don’t know how the other two teammates think about it, but I am very grateful that we can reach an agreement to retire.

For me, the quiet atmosphere always gave me the impression that everyone else had run away with drugs and we were still in the drug circle (there were rumors of suspected cases in the shopping district outside the school); No heat, only expensive and useless air conditioning; You want to go back to your girlfriend; After the race, there is only one day left for the Chinese New Year, afraid to buy tickets, afraid to go home; I didn’t even see the teachers. It felt like online…

All kinds of discomfort during the training camp, my mood continued to be low, the game was also poor. I offered to go home and play the game, comfortably, and not languish at school. Both teammates were very understanding (thanks again).

This competition has given me a new understanding of myself. I used to think that I was a workaholic who would ignore all external factors in order to play, and I always thought that I could stand on the highest podium through my own efforts. But this competition made me realize that I am still a homesick person who pursues life more. I prefer climbing with people I know to climbing to the top.

Computer works competition

This is a very low value game, why does it impress me? Because it was the only offline competition I participated in after COVID-19.

Before the epidemic, I was very envious when I saw pictures of senior students in the studio going out to participate in competitions. You get to visit different places while you win.

Since the pandemic, most games have been moved online. Online submission of works, online evaluation, online defense.

The opportunity for this computer competition is priceless. My partner and I went to Chengdu University to feel the different campus atmosphere.

My first impression of Cheng Da was “new”. Having lived in a run-down old campus downtown for a long time, I felt like a countryman going to town after I went to Chengcheng University. Never seen such beautiful buildings, never seen such well-dressed young men. I feel the whole school is full of youthful vitality.

In the gap between the defense, I and a few buddies together into a big campus battery car, visited the vast majority of the campus. My second impression of Cheng Cheng University is that it is “big”, with a large basketball court, a cozy dormitory area just standing in the middle of the street, a forest of teaching buildings, libraries, halls and activity centers…

As a comprehensive university, it is more than some of the science and technology of the university of many cultural atmosphere, it is the envy of life.

The result of the competition is not important to me, just the experience of the competition, of course, the trip with many friends in the studio, is unforgettable.

(The group photo will not be displayed, in short, it was a very happy competition experience)

learning

In terms of study, looking back on this year, I feel that I have also changed a lot.

At the beginning of the year, the total feeling “full stack” is ye, will be ox X. Then I learned two front-end frameworks, a Node.js framework, and wrote a blog that barely made the front and back ends work.

Behind slowly feel, the so-called “full stack”, is indeed ye, but for ordinary people, only through time to stack, in the short term simply can’t reach.

Looking back now on those moments when I thought I was awesome, I realized that whatever language I was speaking, whatever I was doing, I was only scratching the surface, and what I hadn’t studied in depth would soon be forgotten.

The more I feel, the more I learn, the deeper I understand, the more I don’t know.

And the foundation of everything is the foundation. The foundation is that all change is the same as the same. Therefore, now my focus of study has shifted from blindly pursuing more to pursuing specialization.

For me, I think this is the progress in my concept, but compared with the big guy, my breadth is certainly not worth mentioning, so I regard this kind of “progress” as my psychological comfort, the reference value is not high.

thinking

This year, I realized two things.

  • First, there’s no need to join groups that don’t need to join.

Nonsense literature is easier said than said.

  • Second, hear and see yourself in a crowd.

Walking in the crowd, you of all people around you, you can see around you, around, and the distance of each person’s appearance, also can from the noisy sound, tell everyone the sound, but it is hard to see his face what kind of expression, it is difficult to hear what they were talking, you don’t know where you want to go to, just follow the crowd, was carrying.

In this year, I tried to see a mirror in the crowd, look at myself in the mirror, listen to my own voice, avoid blindly following the crowd, avoid losing my direction.

Maybe in others’ eyes, it is pretending to be lofty and aloof, but for myself, it is my respect for my own life and my love for my own life.

I hope someone can share it.

Looking forward to

In 2022, we hope to see progress in the following aspects.

  • Can read some books;
  • Get a good offer;
  • Keep blogging;
  • Take care of your health.

Thank you for reading this far in the double torture of dry words and a straining pen.