Front end: Keep track of the first six months of your career

First Internship

Speaking for the first time at the Nuggets, it was almost as formal as going on a blind date (though I never did).

Actually, I have been working in Shenzhen for nearly a year since I started my internship. After last November to shenzhen, in a small company internship, because you really too dishes, the interview and preparation is better, so the boss to my expectation very high, the results to the later found I’m not too can, PUA I then, about three weeks of class, I was naked resignation, on the one hand, their psychological quality is poor, poor technology, On the other hand, my boss stares at me every day and dislikes my food (sure enough, food is the original sin). I am more and more afraid of working. Although I have considered all kinds of advantages and disadvantages, I still quit my job at last.

Naked resignation later

After leaving, the school began to urge the graduation thesis topic selection, and often faced with the school’s employment inquiry, every day in a state of fear and escape.

Then they went on to boring study in rental housing, of course, not every day can finish their task, but is a work in progress study, keep learning during that time, perhaps, when I was the most comfortable, but for the interview this matter, I also is in a state of has been escape, total feel less technology, dragging didn’t go to the interview, Fortunately, I also had some spare money and minimal material desire, and I managed to endure my pride and didn’t ask my family for money. It was the only Spring Festival I spent in other places in more than 20 years. I didn’t feel very uncomfortable, just thinking about when I could find a job.

To be able to record what I was ashamed of was to erase my previous regret. (Every time I chat with the better students in the class, I dare not expose myself naked resignation, woo woo woo)

Start all over again

Probably after the Spring Festival, for, threw some resume, didn’t dare to hit companies, are not well-known company, first is all some tests and assistant post, I said I don’t go, and subsequently received a lot of company, basically can have, but to the price of Chinese cabbage, finally came to the students in a company internship, internship price is also very Chinese cabbage, But he told me the price would be good, so I stayed.

Because the company has few front-end projects and a large number of projects, it is often interleaved with projects. The company’s technology stack is React hooks + TS. Since I have only used VUE before and have never learned TS, it is particularly unfriendly to me as a beginner. Framework is umi and antd pro, stroke in the company for almost half a month, a month later with my little brothers left (sad, little elder brother especially taught me attentively, but when I was on the project can’t), then we have a group laoge meaning when on the front panel of leadership, may be I don’t sit well with aura with him, Psychological always feel diaphragm, this is also a hidden fuse.

Practice, first to do a project of a part of the module, the follow-up is to lead brother let me refactoring a similar data visualization project, as far as I a person also is very interesting to have to say, for what refactoring to let a novice, and the time is too tight, the backend interface is also provided by different people, at the time to write when I was very depressed, I was doing more work than a regular employee for a pittance as an intern, and I worked a lot of overtime during that time. Even my sister next to me is very uncomfortable, ha ha ha, we often make fun of him at work (I miss that time so much), my sister next to me help me a lot, give me analysis of layout and how to split components and how to deal with data better.

Later, to the obtainment of quite disturbing, positive reply and talk about salary, salary is very low, due to the drag by the middle of July to finalize the contract, school employment teacher hurried for a long time, mentally is very uneven, but given that you don’t have the prepare for the other hand, can only be fought in the past, is also from this time, I completely lost to the company information, always ready to run, My colleagues, who started at the same time and even later than me, all left, as did my sister in UI design, my sister in Agile management, and finally my sister next to me. I didn’t have anyone to talk to at the company, which made it possible for me to leave, and at the same time, my interest in both the company’s technical projects and my personal advancement plummeted.

confused

I have been working in this company for 7 months now, and I have participated in five or six projects, but I may not have any of them. I am very anxious.

Most of the time is due to the lack of technology, coupled with the company’s front end is three or five years of experience or more, I just graduated, they often treat me as a weak chicken (although I am), and then there is no similar age to compare with each other, the more there is no motivation.

Set off again

However, I did get a lot of exercise. Then I got to know my sister next to me. She has gone to Huawei. And then there are a lot of human life, for example, like the leader elder brother, although I do not recognize and even some disdain his practice, but I can still politely let things pass smoothly; Another is the majority of the workplace is a paper tiger, they are a lot of times are bullying, although not only technology to be tough, attitude also to be tough. (ALTHOUGH I still can’t be tough, but I will change!!)

HMMM, this time to prepare, take the end of the year after the end of the year almost also began to invest in other companies, to give myself an explanation.

I used to tell myself that I could do whatever I wanted while I was young, but now I can do whatever I want no matter how old I am. It’s my own business, and it’s no one else’s business. It’s no one else’s business. (Yeah, that’s it.)