Graduated from the university for two years, or wandering in a small company, reflect on yourself for a long time, feel really bad, the first year of work, use the jQuery and bootStrap technology stack to development projects, leadership has repeatedly hinted that I can choose to new technology, after all is I am responsible for the whole project, I have the right to try to choose the new technology, However, in order to be lazy and study, I still finished project after project with jQuery. I knew that if I needed to find a new job one day, I still didn’t have the technical skills, but whenever I got home, I stayed in bed, scanned Tiktok, watched movies and went to…. In this way for more than a year. At the end of last year, when more and more people began to lose their jobs in the cold winter, I realized that if I continued like this, I would face difficulties in the future. Therefore, after finishing a registration system project, I decided to walk around and study hard and left the company on Christmas Eve in order to give myself some time.

During that time when I didn’t have a job, I started to systematically learn technologies like VUE and ES6. I only knew simple grammar before, but I never developed a complete project. I really overestimated my self-awareness ability. I only learned more than an hour from the video every day. It took me a week to finish the content of a homepage similar to Ele. me, and then I felt I had the ability to develop the project. Throw to one side go…. Then the Chinese New Year, the whole day to gather friends, relatives, no longer go to study, about three months of time, I learn that little thing… Now come to think of, oneself is really ha ha ah.

Blink of an eye at the end of February, came to Shenzhen to find a job, to Shenzhen’s first night, and borrow a friend together drunk, ready to wake up after a makeover….

After began to prepare a resume, look, how much I’m lazy, come to shenzhen to prepare a resume, in order to make your resume look good, found that many companies need front has a small application development experience, I also know before based component then a small program diu diu, certainly can’t go directly to the interview, started learning tension, spent three days time, Learned a WEPY small program development framework, wrote a demo, about mastered the ability to develop small programs; In order to make my resume look better, I learned the basic use of Git. My previous company always used SVN to manage projects. And then I started sending out resumes…

Perhaps, is because he is computer professional undergraduate course graduation, received the interview invitation very much, plus the interview, my mood is good, I will give the interview process as a learning process, with a very serious attitude to participate in the interview, so three days to get the interview three offer, of course, knowing that their own level, As a result, these offers are from small companies. There are two 9K salaries and one 10K; One, that is, I’m still in office, the company promises to have project bonus, do their own projects, from where I live is only one station subway, although only 9 k, I promised to come, as luck would have it, the company’s new project, I need to responsible for the part is a small program, in a few days ago, I was again about some knowledge of the development of small programs, start a blog. Of course, colleagues do not know, they just learned the realization of small program authorization, ha ha, SO I began the development of small program. In about 20 days, I built a shopping mall (without shopping cart function) and completed the online task. I was praised by the superior and got a progress bonus. The probation period was shortened by one month and I was given a salary increase of 1.5K. It’s fun to be recognized…

After adapting to my new job, I often continue to learn, such as webpack principle, optimization, the use of VUex, and the principle of vUE realizing bidirectional binding… However, since there is no new project for me to use such technology, I really do not know whether I have mastered these things. If someone asks me about these aspects of knowledge, I am not sure THAT I can give a perfect explanation. Anyway, I’m sure if I was asked what a prototype chain or closure was, I would have to be prepared to memorize some of the concepts, because I didn’t really implement that in my project, so I started blogging, and I set up my own blog, www.chenxiboy.top, to blog about what I learned, but, I also most of them were written copy others document content, and use their own language organization, seems to have lost the original intention of writing a blog, I have started to study hard, but I don’t know how their own strength, as if everything is not solid, I have seen many blogs, bloggers to write their own growth, mostly keep learning every day late, I countless this feeling, so many excellent people, is so grow up ah, I really envy and admire. I asked myself could I do that?

Most of the time, I also want to whether they often have a so-called feeling of being underappreciated, but I know clearly that everything in front of their eyes, is the reason why they are so dissatisfied, is because of their own insufficient efforts, the society has not let people underappreciated. A lot of people say that the programmer will appear before three years experience and a large gap, so I left in less than a year of time, I can become a qualified 3 years working experience of the programmer to look at the time of this a few months, so I know I can’t continue to live in the same way again, trill, king’s glory, are all unloading, time is running out for itself, Twenty-five looks young, but I feel that time really flies. I don’t want to be able to write such a negative and confused article a year later. So from now on, study hard, let oneself really solid walk well every step, I believe, the efforts will be rewarded, life through a quarter, to this point has been deeply experienced. In the following days, I will lay a solid foundation of JavaScript, learn React and master a background language. I will keep writing my blog to share my learning process, no matter whether anyone reads it or not. I hope that one day I will be moved by my efforts.

Conclusion: The reason why I write this article is that I really want to sort out my two years of experience after graduation and have a better understanding of myself, so that I can know what efforts I need to make. He Jiong once said: To get, you have to learn to give, give and insist; If you find it really hard, give up, and if you give up, don’t complain. Life is like this, the world is balanced, everyone is through their own efforts to determine their own life. I have to decide what I want to live.

. 2019.8.20