Two terrible years

I will graduate in 2019, and it will be July 2021 in a moment. I have been working for two years, but due to the epidemic and other reasons, I have to adjust some of my previous plans.

Briefly talk about my plan after graduation! (Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah…)

Just come to Beijing after the first company, the nature of the service outsourcing company, the company has its own products, but this is not very good at wages and benefits, as well as overtime work serious, belong to the obligation to work overtime, there is no overtime pay, can only paid leave, but work has been, after you paid leave, follow-up work progress or as always with you, must go forward, And the need to continue to work overtime, creating a vicious circle. So there are very few days off… (The work schedule is too tight)

Still remember the beginning of the work, ambition, every day to learn, every day to learn the plan. However, the overtime work later led to my study plan was always delayed, and then I kept accumulating. I am not a very disciplined person, so I can imagine that when these things are accumulated together, there is such a thing! Study tomorrow, but what will happen tomorrow, you never know, endless overtime, all kinds of things waiting for you! So procrastination, not self-control is my biggest enemy in this life!

Follow-up, is stranded the study plan, in the endless writing business work, usually work is busy, does not have its own life, weekend would be a so-called release yourself, play of very late at night, sleep to nature to wake in the morning, and then study may be less than an hour after, and then to go with friend Happy, all kinds of games, Dinner, entertainment bureau began to gradually occupy my daily life on the weekend, so that the life of the poor I was even worse. This could have been avoided. I could have turned down some of their offers. But for men, it is important to face and suffer. They are young and ignorant and inexperienced, so they gradually degenerate. My ambition at the beginning of graduation has been exhausted by my boring work life. (But don’t say, happy thief)

Was when I was just in the company, he said have been going to work after 1 year is ready to jump ship, but because of the interference of the 2019 epidemic, didn’t go to change your job, continue to work in the original company, here I want to say, when working in the express company is very happy, with colleagues are happy, get along with the leadership of the leadership also said highly of me, I may be asked to lead someone to a certain project. But to tell you the truth, the previous salary was too low, and the subsequent salary increases did not meet my expectations, so I decided to leave my job after 2021.

First of all, I go to the outside world to first weigh up how much money my current technology level is worth, and whether it matches my expectations, and whether I put myself on a higher level or a lower level. Try out mentality, has begun the travel of weekday evening about the interview, in the interview I found my own shortcomings, as well as their current technology conforms to the majority of the 1-3 years work experience, due to the company before most of them are monomer architecture, so for the distributed, high concurrency this understanding is not a lot, no actual project experience will appear, When asked about this, I was somewhat nervous, but also failed in a variety of solutions in distributed applications. Out of this situation, I began to understand some distributed knowledge, to put it bluntly, is to memorize some distributed questions for the interview, now think a little ridiculous! The interview of the general company is no problem, if you want to enter the big factory, then it is bullshit! Who doesn’t want to be in a big factory? So I sent to Meituan and Byte again. Unfortunately, only Meituan invited me for an interview. I passed the first one, but it was hung on two sides. However, I also know that I have been working at the upper application or business level for two years, and I still have the cognition of the lower level just after graduation, so I basically don’t understand it. Can only say this interview to bring my feeling is very intuitive, also for my follow-up study had a more specific direction, will use a technology, have the opportunity to have to study the somebody else’s source code, because only you know what his source, to use him to write a better application, even said to extend this, for he found that the problem or some open source framework, One of the promising contributors to the open source framework. If I can do these things, I think I will have a lot of satisfaction.

Two months of awakening

In May 2021, I made up my mind to leave and joined another company to continue to do development and start a new journey.

Fortunately, the new company usually does not work overtime, but sometimes the leadership will let the company to have a meeting on Saturday? This situation has no brother encountered ah! There is one saying one, so far it is not bad, at least no longer like before the dark overtime, more time to themselves, to think, to study. Although there are still some cases of procrastination, at least the situation is better than before. I am also trying to make myself not procrastinate and have more self-control. I used to plan my study, and recently I have started to plan my daily life schedule.

Get up before 7 every morning. Go to bed before 11:30 every night.

At present, my plan is still for my sleeping time. It is good to go to bed early and get up early. Only after a good sleep can I have the energy to do things the next day!

I hope I get better and better. I wish you all better and better!

Come on! Fighting!!!