In the fourth year since I came to Beijing, time really flies by, and I feel more and more confused about time. I always feel that I have not graduated long ago. In the first year when I came to Beijing, I was caught in a fire, as if the war between Ofo and Mobike was not long ago, but in fact, it has been several years.

In the first year when I came to Beijing, I lived in xingong, the fourth ring Road. At that time, I rented a second bedroom with a good environment at 1300, and it was very close to the subway. In the first year I came to Beijing, my salary was relatively low, and I had no desire to buy a house. I spent as much as I earned, so I lived a good life and there was no pressure, but I always kept a positive attitude. This year should be the most happy one for me.

I have been in Beijing for four years and changed houses five times. I want to keep my commute within an hour and not too far from the subway. Can really, I don’t know why, the feeling is really more expensive Beijing rents, a partition of the sitting room, to 2700, a two rooms one hall house, more than every three rooms, a toilet, a kitchen, a total of live five hole, is really couldn’t help it, instead of relying on a month deposit, found a nearly 4000 studio, live for yourself.

Later, I worked hard and my salary was improved step by step. I also had savings. I have other plans for my life. May be because the degree of short board, has been working in a small factory, the company’s benefit is not stable, have experienced company defaulted on my half a year’s performance salary, I said to my friend, company defaulted on the performance of the six months, and after half year haven’t send me, my friend said with a smile, true have never seen Beijing and unpaid wages. Later, I talked to the personnel of the company about arbitration, and then the company gave me an IOU, and in a few months quickly put the money into my account. Received half a year’s performance pay, tens of thousands of dollars, at that time felt as happy as a windfall.

I have experienced the sadness of a small factory, so I want to find a job in a big factory. Because I am a junior college of national unified enrollment and an undergraduate of self-examination, so THE undergraduate degree on my resume is that I have met bytedance, Meituan, JINGdong, and 360. Byte interviews are at the end, and then card education. Said I wasn’t a full-time undergraduate, and the offer fell apart. Later in order to avoid the same thing, I changed a resume, write of college and university, was about to big interview invitation, I will give the hr in advance my degree, in the hr after my education situation, will say I’m sorry, our side of the degree requirements are a full-time undergraduate course, and then even invited to all have no, meet also don’t have the chance to see one officer, Communication technology. We only accept full-time undergraduate courses. Not some big factory HR say so, is all.

Afterwards, I perfect their technology and do open source, even if I have a few star making hundreds of open source project, the interview will also be my pluses, but even for a second interview, asked me wait for hr record of formal schooling, I said my first degree is junior college, is take an examination of undergraduate course, hr will also have the right to direct people killed. That’s why my big Factory road is broken.

The problem of academic background is a thorn in my heart, which has been stuck in my heart. Every time I go to a big noodle factory, I will be stabbed.

Blame me before do not work hard, severely suffered the social beatings, then I decided to take an examination of postgraduate, desperately to take an examination. The exam subject number two, English two, politics, the specialized course is data structure and C language.

In fact, I have always believed that the harder you work, the luckier you will be. But I forgot that people’s energy is really limited. At the beginning, I overdrew my body crazily. I persisted in this way for more than half a year. I always thought THAT I can be so hard to pass the exam, certainly can.

I quit my job for four months and studied day and night in order to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Maybe the foundation is too bad. After the results came out, I got 270 points, which passed the national line, but did not pass the school line of my dream school.

I remember I came back to Beijing after the exam in Xi ‘an, and the answers of the test institutions came out that night. I couldn’t hold back the answers. After math, I think I’m done.

I couldn’t sleep that night on the train. A lot of thinking, thinking about all the hard work I’ve put in this year, thinking about my plans, thinking a lot. I arrived in Beijing early in the morning. Then in order not to let oneself too uncomfortable, so decided to find something to do, a little rest, began to send resumes. Because it was during the epidemic, there were many video interviews, phone interviews and on-site interviews. I could arrange five or six interviews a day, but I didn’t want to be idle. It was really cold in Beijing at the end of December.

Soon afterwards, I found a satisfactory job.

For the first two weeks after returning to Beijing, I couldn’t sleep every night. It was very depressing. I couldn’t even breathe when I thought of taking the postgraduate entrance exam. I really felt like a loser at that time.

New work began, slowly began to busy up, it took me a month to finally come out. The results came out, over the national line, but not over the school line.

To tell you the truth, I really didn’t think about world War II at first, because the hard work day and night, it was really too hard, and I didn’t want to change the idea, and after a long time I think about it, I really didn’t do anything in my life, I didn’t stick to anything. We can’t just give up every time.

Distance last time take an examination of grind, half a year has passed, decided to start again, failure is no big deal, big deal side work side take an examination of grind. 995 work, go to insist to take an examination of grind, this is not a problem, the problem is I must take an examination of this year. Keep trying in 2021!

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