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“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

The wind ☀ ️

Hello, everyone, I am your partner Han Cao 🌿, for a while did not appear in your vision, mainly because recently changed the group, the office from Laiguangying “Zhaolai high-tech Industrial Park 🌺” to Xizimen “Qi anxin security Center 🐼”. Originally, I only need to ride a bike for more than ten minutes to the company, but I also started to experience a bus, three subway rounds of bombing, in the process of taking the subway to see the boundless sea of people scattered into tributaries, and into another sea of people, is also a lot of emotion.

In short, change groups + busy, goo goo goo

As a matter of fact, I have long wanted to write this year-end summary, but it is really complicated and I still want to lie down and rest when I go home when I am tired. Therefore, the last week of 2021 has come when I write this article. But I don’t think it would have been a particularly “year-end” if I had done it a few weeks before, and that was the benefit of taking my time.

Too long did not write an article, I also a little excited, the front also Lao a lot of “home”, then we also idle talk less talk, directly start 2021 cold grass 🌿 year-end summary of the main content, I intend to put this year-end summary into the following parts:

  • Writing 📚
  • Work 💻
  • Life 🍦
  • Anxiety ☁ ️
  • New Year’s resolution “Flag link” 🌟

Among them, the first three parts and the last Flag part may be lively, and also belong to the routine year-end summary content. The section on anxiety can be heavy, which is why I left it at the end. I experienced a lot of the treatment of anxiety disorders and psychological counseling, I want to share in the year-end summary together to you, now I know that most people are faced with all kinds of anxiety or depression, so do I and into the cycle of pain, I hope that through my share to each partner to help.

Now, please enjoy, the cold grass presented:

“On my shoulders is the wind, and on the wind are twinkling stars ✨ | Face anxiety and Self 2021 Year-end Summary”

– HANCAO PRESENT 🌟 –

My 2021 ☀ ️

Writing 📚 “Endless love and pursuit”

This year is the first year that I started to write articles, 2021-01-05, I registered the account of the Nuggets and started my writing career. This year, I created 53 articles in total, gained 835 followers and nearly 12 W of reading, and obtained 4 certificates, 1 Nuggets water cup, 3 Nuggets pillow, 2 nuggets badges. 1 mid Autumn Festival moon cake (delicious!) , an IKBC wireless keyboard, a gold digging hat, and the equivalent of $800 from Diggin…

The most important is to harvest a lot of important partners, such as: Luo Zhu, three heart Giegie, small flying, shenguang, big handsome small ape, small lu, frozen donkey “ah, is 🐟 wow! How can pronunciation so not standard” and so on.

Of course, there are 431 partners in my early sleep group, thank you for your support and encouragement ✨ ~

Two small partners into the mirror, hey hey ✨

At the beginning of the year I wanted to be a good writer for the Nuggets in a year, reaching 5000 G, but my plan failed because I didn’t produce anything for a month. But it doesn’t matter, the mountains are high and the waters are long. As long as I keep walking along this road, there will be more people to become my companions and grow up with me.

So, do you want to go to 🔥 now

Of course, ALONG with writing, I also do a lot of fun things:

  • Vscode plug-in
  • Regular overhand implementation
  • Canvas gadgets
  • .

This is something I wouldn’t even try if I didn’t write

There are many of my friends, under my encouragement also began to create some articles, so I will feel the comfort of the old father (like to take advantage of cold grass 🌿)

To sum up, this year of writing allows me to have more companions and try more technologies, which makes me become a more thoughtful and creative engineer.

Young heart like a midsummer night wasteland, cut not over, burn not. When the wind blows, the weeds reach the sky.

Work 💻 “Not willing to go Sisyphus round and round”

I’ve actually had a lot going on at work this year:

  • The first quarter brought the server and test side to form an alliance, pushed requirements and use cases to the ground, made the most chaotic requirements, produced the least bugs, and won the title of quality star.

I still think it’s great that a newcomer with less than a year of experience at that time could achieve such driving force, execution and development quality 🎆. “It’s shameless to say you’re great, but give yourself a pat on the back.”

  • In the second quarter, I worked with another student to develop the Winter Olympics project. “Our company is the network security sponsor of the Winter Olympics”.

Actually from the first quarter I have their own independent business, and push the first quarter of the module demand and execution at the same time, and I am a consistent strong make this project with ease, to say the large amount but there is no difficulty, but in fact quite painful, confusion, also often in the dozen seamless switching between applications made me feel the work really very troublesome. Of course, I finally completed the project ✨ smoothly, and I became more and more impetuous from this quarter.

  • In the third quarter, I was transferred to another team to reconstruct a project and develop some requirements. During this period, I learned a lot about coding style and front-end architecture. I also thank the team leader at this stage, and I also learned experience and knowledge from another colleague for the first time this year.

In fact, it is not only knowledge, during this period, I had a battle with another colleague, and finally I was very unhappy. It is the second time this year that I had a conflict at work. Later, the group leader taught me a lot about communication methods and attitudes in the workplace, and gained a lot. I’m applying these methods to my current job, no poking, and it really works.

  • In the last month, I was transferred from Laiguangying to Xizhimen. As I said at the beginning of the article, I went to work from ten minutes to one and a half hours. The rest time was much less, and the things I did were back to normal, such as meeting and developing demands. However, my new colleagues were also great, and I was seamless.

This is the end of my work this year, slow and continuous growth, now almost everything has become more comfortable. But my goal is definitely not so, the eyes are definitely the stars of the sea 🌊

That should be the end of the chapter, but I want to say something else. Do you know the story of Sisyphus?

Sisyphus was the founder and king of Corinth. He even kidnapped death once, so that there would be no death in the world. Finally, Sisyphus offended the gods, the gods to punish Sisyphus, then ask him to push a boulder to the top of the mountain, and because the stone is too heavy, often rolled down the hill was not on the top of the mountain, reversed, so he repeated, forever to do it – the gods say no more than for the invalid hopeless labor more severe punishment. Sisyphus’s life was slowly expended in such a futile and hopeless labor.

After reading the above introduction, you may map him to your daily work, and do the same thing every day, and get lost. My classmate who has worked for one and a half years cannot give you the answer, but I would like to share with you my opinion:

In fact, there are still more seemingly repetitive jobs in the society, and there are still few jobs that are constantly innovative and challenging. However, I think as a programmer, we will not be completely bound by the sameness. From the practical point of view, I think we can:

  • Try to implement code more elegantly
  • Try to be more actively involved in the decision making, rather than just being a receiver
  • Study around the job content and apply it to the job
  • Try to automate some of the repetitive tasks
  • .

I also think of these for the moment, but I firmly believe that as long as keep the heart of continuous progress and practice, will gradually become different 🌟

Just the students young, in their prime; Scholarly spirit, violent party. Pointing jiangshan, inspire the text, when the dung wanhu.

Life 🍦 “gradually eaten away”

I have less and less of my own life this year

At the beginning of the year, I thought that I would travel more this year. I did travel to many places in the first half of the year

At the beginning of the year, I thought I would work out this year, and I did in the first half of the year.

Yes, only in the first half of the year, since May Day till now, I really haven’t had a whole day off, even every day of the National Day holiday was in coding or writing, I seem to be trapped in the cycle of work, writing and sleeping.

Fortunately, I saw a lot of movies, and almost all the movies I was interested in were the first time I saw them in the theater.

Can only say that life is really important, do not put their all in the code, to learn to relax their spirit.

The young is the young, they see the spring breeze is not happy, see the summer cicada is not bored, see the autumn wind is not sad, see the winter snow is not sigh, see the wealth of lazy awareness, see injustice do not dare to face. Because they are teenagers.

Anxiety ☁️ “Struggling to find light in the abyss”

Anxiety is very serious this year, I do not know the reason, but I am not the kind of person who will be defeated, SINCE the middle of the year I began active treatment and psychological counseling, fortunately, recently I feel more obvious improvement, although there are occasional setbacks, BUT I still firmly believe that I can recover.

One day off paxil and counseling.

I will not tell you too much about my story, after all, you are not my consultant, I just want to tell you that psychological problems really need attention, do not let yourself in a negative mood for a long time.

Depression is more about being stuck in the past, anxiety is more about being stuck in the future. Both of these are negative emotions, and in my knowledge they can also feed on each other. However, I think the right attitude is to live in the present, and living in the present does not mean that you do not hold dreams, but do not suffer from the past, do not worry about the future, with positive emotions to treat and enjoy the present life.

Here are my notes from studying morita therapy:

I remember once a psychological consultant asked me: “You have been anxious for many years, in mental and physical pain all the time, what is your mind?” I answered him, “I can only think of one sentence, the day will send a great responsibility to you, you must first suffer…”

Yeah, I’m just like a hot-blooded scoundrel. Heh. I even talked to my counselor about an idea I had earlier, and I said,

“Once upon a time there was a great general, no one could beat him, no one could beat him, but one day he fell down, no longer strong, and those he had defeated laughed and ridiculed him, but once again he stood up, wounded and still feared, for the sake of his heart, for the sake of his faith and dream.”

I am such a person full of vitality, I can break through the anxiety, find my heart.

I look forward to a walk on the trip, the scenery is not far away, on the side; I yearn for a sweaty run, rain does not change good, but for bright; I follow a courageous faith, no matter how far the world, can be crazy; I firmly believe that the responsibility of forging ahead in my life, even if I am not familiar with the world, there is light.

–I can do it, everyone–

New Year’s resolutions 🌟 “Keep the future alive”

It’s time for our happy flag session:

  • tourism

Currently there are many places I want to visit: Nanjing, Shanghai, Tianjin, Chongqing, Chengdu, Xizang, Xi ‘an. I hope I have a chance to go there next year. Of course, I also want to go to Iceland and Japan, but I don’t think I can finish it next year.

  • Heal yourself

I want to cure my anxiety, and I will actively conduct treatment and psychological counseling, so as to lead a happier life

  • books

I want to change the means of absorbing knowledge from blogs to books ✨

  • work

Emmm, go! Go! Just go, don’t worry about the result, the important thing is to ensure their execution.

  • movement

Do not set the goal of losing weight, the goal is psychological relaxation and physical health ~

  • writing

1W digging force value, the “front early sleep” weekly good! Yeah, it’s been a while, but I remember I had a weekly. According to the “re-learning front end plan” written before to build their own front end knowledge system from zero 🌿 output series of articles to establish the front end knowledge system.

  • Start preparing personal games??

A while ago, I posted such a circle of friends. Actually, I had a dream of playing games when I was young. I hope this is not just a dream, not just a thought, but a practice, with the theme of “mental health”.

Last year my FLAG was like this, and the ones I drew in red were the ones I thought I did

You may question the last one, becoming Dija, but believe it or not, I’m actually the human form of Dija Ultraman, and I’ll show you my shaper:

The youth has his mountains and seas, his mountain shadows, his waves. If you can, the wind for him, the desert for him, the sky for him. It is the unfettered wind, the desert that pours rain, and the sky covered with stars. All things give him and set him free.

The fog dispersed, this year’s story is over ☀️

– This image is from Hayao Miyazaki’s film The Wind Rises

This year’s story is about to end, some people may feel reluctant to give up, some people may wish this year to pass quickly. But I want you to forget about this year, remember every moment of joy, and keep looking forward to the future.

I am cold grass 🌿, want to be your partner, mountain high water long, we move forward together.

The year that will pass will be filled with memories. Sometimes prosperity, clear and clear, such as spring breeze. Sometimes life is helpless, through rough, through trouble. Here, everything with the wind, usher in a New Year, a new beginning. May the wind be on our shoulders, and on the wind the twinkling stars 🌟

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— 2022, OUR STORY, TO BE CONTINUED —

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