“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

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As we all know, life is a long process of constantly overcoming difficulties and reflecting on progress. In this process, there will be a lot of questions and thoughts about life, so I decided to share my thoughts, experiences and stories to find resonance!!

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👉 premise

The previous summary is all about study, work, fun and delicious harvest. As I grow older and get married, I feel more and more affection for my family.

👉 process

☀ ️ experience

The end of the year has been sent, a review of the year, the road is ordinary, there is no ups and downs, there is no low bottom. But we have the courage to meet new challenges.

I got married in April, we went to Yunnan to play, that period of time put aside everything, really feel very comfortable. Happy video address – click open

But then came misfortune

Not long after I got married, my second aunt passed away. When she was young, she fell down and spent half her life in bed. I went back to attend the funeral, because it was the first time to take part in it.

The whole process is: and so on – singing – and so on – eat – crematorium – funeral team to the whole village – burial – burning paper money – end.

Throughout the whole process, you can see that the older ones don’t cry, don’t express much sadness, only the younger ones can see the depression. Maybe it’s just a result of aging and experience.

Halfway through, parents have said: don’t worry, to almost the time, we will naturally go, will not drag you.

When I say this, I hear it in my ears, but it hurts in my heart. I was afraid they would do that.

Because my grandpa died of cancer, hard to resist who did not say, until the last hospital said there was no medicine to save grandpa.

My grandmother niang more “unfeeling”, is also senile disease, directly hanged himself, even to their offspring to see the last side of the opportunity also did not.

My grandfather died during the Anti-Japanese War when my father was young. My grandmother went with him soon after my parents got married.

This experience must have a deep feeling with the growth of age, who has no difficult to read it.

Oh, by the way, very few of us ever lived75At the age of,75Very few people are older than that,85All the above are "living immortals". My wife, on the other hand, can take care of herself when she's a hundred years old. Let alone the three generations of the same house, the four generations of the same house are many, the five generations of the same house also heard that there are. I always wondered how they lived.Copy the code

After returning to work, the job content did not change much. It is still the dual development of Android and Unity, and the current project will be completed by the end of the year. This year, we have developed three Android products, one independent Unity product and one participating Unity product. Oh, by the way, I was promoted to technical management, but then, see below.

The changes in the company gradually went crazy.

In addition to the impact of the epidemic, last year, due to the “war” between the sales department and the chairman, the sales department left collectively. Yes, it is the collective, this wave of operation impact is not small, resulting in wage arrears, and then operating loans to recover.

Then in this year, the dog blood thing happened again, is real happened, we are the branch company, subsidiary company of the boss and the chairman of the board of directors also ring “bye” (is not rat kind, try to be a peaceful separation), technical leader (the eldest brother good, help us grow, and interests) with 10 to the individual also walked, backbone of one of the three points. Those with urgent projects are staying, and by the way, there are no more people, and the management positions mentioned above are no longer of any practical use.

The reason was simple: there was no money, and the money basically went to the chairman’s family. In addition, the chairman of the board directly handed over the highest power to his son, which may have a bit of the meaning of a courtier.

By the way, the chairman’s son said that he would build a team of 1,000 people in Beijing within 2 years (he scared me). I don’t believe it, but I will help your dream three times if I can.

Chilling.

Don’t want to, live safely a New Year, next year to see the opportunity, continue to accept the beatings of society.

☀ ️ harvest

Married, harvested the fruits of love.

I made a lot of friends, both online and offline. It’s nice to have friends and not be alone.

In addition to getting visits and a lot of followers on all platforms, I’ve actually won a lot of prizes. As shown below (there are still several batches of goods to be received) :

Money returns negative, annual salary is not enough to repay debt.

☀ ️ change

The biggest change is mental change. Before marriage, I thought that happiness would finally come soon. After marriage, I was happy, but it also brought pressure, no car, no house, burdened with hundreds of thousands of foreign debts. An ordinary worker, no background, no enough talent, in the way to earn money do not dare to stop. My parents got married late. I just got married and my parents were already in their 60s. My parents also work and still have no time to rest except for Chinese New Year. After two years, it is easy to pay off debts, which may involve children and elderly parents.

As a person who is constantly beaten by the society, the heart must be firm ah.

 

The second is the work, the desire to work is becoming stronger and stronger, one may be from the psychological short time out of the pressure of life, but to strive for more benefits to face difficulties.

Some people say it is a roll, but who would like to roll, not forced by life or dream driven, who would not like to drink tea to enjoy the scenery.

By the way, say “volume”, in my understanding, the meaning of volume is meaningless competition, and meaningful competition is not volume.

For example: you learn a certain technology, I in order not to lose you, I also learn a certain technology, this is normal.

But have this kind of circumstance: you don’t go after work, sit there also don’t work, I see also don’t go, also don’t work, this is roll.

Others roll in his roll, I walk far from leisure court.

 

It is weight change next, float to 150 from 120, this also does not have who, be less than 30 years old, the occupational disease of diagnose already had 2.

Well, stranger, thank you for reading. It’s nice to have something to talk about this year.

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