“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

In the second year, I gradually integrated into the environment of the state-owned enterprise and had many firsts, but the results were not ideal. This year-end summary is probably my memories of this year, maybe some running accounts, please forgive me.

Be isolated for the first time, preliminary realize the good of state-owned enterprise

When I returned to work on New Year’s Day, I was suddenly quarantined at home. At the beginning, I was a little panicked. After all, it was the first time for me to be under such strict control and to take nucleic acid for several times. But then I was really happy. I woke up at 8:30 and looked at my mobile phone. There was no news and I went to sleep for more than a month.

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Finish the New Year with energy

Back in the office, participate in the development of mail system, from the web to mobile terminal H5, and background management system, basically I am alone, from technology selection, and then modify the open source framework, business development, deployment, cooperate with customized development, this two months is the best two months I performance, also is my most happy two months, but work well, Nothing is plain sailing.

Gradually lay flat, salt fish life

Because some adjustments in the center of the, I the end of the day also. Originally thought it was a short rest, but for more than two months within the group are no project to do, every day in the leisure time change small bug, my mood also began to slowly became more salted fish, think it is good also, during this period I began to learn financial management, buy some financial products and fund, unfortunately, I was the leek that was slaughtered, uncomfortable.

On business trip to Hainan, change of mentality

In the heat of July, I made my first business trip to Hainan for danzhou. However, the bad office environment, serious overwork and leadership pressure made me very uncomfortable. Thanks for bringing a book with me, reading can really calm people’s mind. I soon found a familiar rhythm and my work gradually came to the right track. It was also this business trip that made my promotion this year become a natural course. However, it was also this experience that made me a little adrift. I returned to the impetuous way of speaking and doing things and thought I could do it, so life soon hit me hard.

Emotional ups and downs, rediscovering yourself

I have been on three blind dates this year, but I have never been in love. To be honest, I don’t have any idea about my other half. When the other party a little disagreeable, I also withdraw. At this time, I did not think it was bad until I attended three consecutive weddings of my colleagues in October, 1989. I found that I envied our lives and looked forward to the warmth of two people. In November, I met a really let me “impressive” woman, know after, I think I met the right man, I urgently want to give her everything I have, and our feelings are rapidly (thought), but when we determine the relationship between the third day I was broke up, fizzle out, afterwards just know is don’t think I’m poor, Break up that moment I can only use forced a smile to demonstrate the sadness of the heart, that few days my mind constantly cycle between us all. Here I can only sigh at the merciless time. After about two weeks, I could hardly remember her appearance in my mind, but I still had a kind of uncomfortable grip in my heart. However, these two weeks have also been a time for me to rethink myself, to rediscover who I want to be and what I want to be, and the questions that were so vague before have become clearer now.

conclusion

In the year of 2022, there were joys and disappointments. I was touched by countless words and imagined countless things. All of these are the preface to 2022 and the beginning of the future. Each side of life is the gift of time. We are not sure whether the next side will be forward or backward. Every drink and peck is practice.