“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

preface

I was going to write the year-end summary of last year, but I didn’t write it because of too many bugs (Bushi). More than two years have passed in a flash since I graduated from school in a hurry and stepped into the society. I also take this opportunity to summarize my experience during this period of time.

experience

To sum up these three years, 19 years were busy, 20 years were tired, and 21 years were flat and unstable.

18 to 19 years

internship

In August of 2018, I stayed in school until the beginning of the semester. I watched study videos in the dormitory alone, typed codes to do projects, and sat in front of the computer from morning until midnight. Before the so-called school-enterprise cooperation company (major training institutions) to the school publicity, was not to go to the training, behind was cheated on the head, and a roommate paid 200 registration fee to go to Beijing training, behind calm down, and the 200 yuan back, or choose to learn by yourself.

In the middle and late October of 2018, I didn’t know that Big Factory had its own autumn recruitment. At that time, I was preoccupied with the application of various framework technologies and didn’t consolidate the basic knowledge of data structure algorithm. I didn’t go to the Internet to learn more about this information, so it’s a pity I missed it.

At the end of October, 2018, I began to look for an internship in Shenzhen. I often took two hours by car and interviewed for five minutes. I pressed you with obscure things, saying that your ability was not enough, and then asked you to train and improve yourself.

In late November, in the shenzhen futian company internship, the company cover the packet transport commuter close to four hours a day, live in longgang are close to the dongguan, the company in the futian free trade zone, into the fukuda, as long as 20 minutes to plug more than an hour to the company, plus the smell of it is a long story in the coach, the first time every day in motion sickness, I was so dizzy at work that I didn’t have the energy to take care of my work. I got used to it a little bit later, but I didn’t feel so bad when I got better. After the year, because I could not buy a ticket, I simply quit and went to Changsha to find an internship company.

In the first half of 19 years, I worked as an intern in Changsha. When I got my graduation certificate, I was about to become a regular student, but I ran away. I remember that one week, more than 20 bugs were arranged for me, and I corrected them for a week. On Friday, I saw that the number of bugs had become more than 30. While changing the test, I arranged new ones for me (definitely not my correction), and I changed more and more.

Another is that the salary does not meet expectations (in fact, relatively speaking, the salary of fresh graduates in Changsha is quite good). Although personnel little sister, CTO is coaxed hold me (after all, the stomach is bad, the bread can’t digest, can only eat soft rice, sugar mamas hungry go hungry meal. JPG), or the head of the iron on the eve of obtainment of the departure, took the resignation certificate, in depressed rental for two or three days and then stay out of the disease to success, scared to buy a ticket to guangzhou.

After graduation,

In mid-june to guangzhou, more than half a month of the sea and the interview, also face several, down more than half a month, finally there’s even an interview preparation is not enough to hang myself a lot, finally a company willing to accept me, I worked as an intern in changsha with that company obtainment of salary, but I still head iron rejected waste iron (iron).

Surface for a long time, and sometimes will be lost, this time is just graduation season, the competition is more and you the same job, the family education than hello, resume also than hello, above a lot of certificates and awards, I this Tony bachelor degree, not involved in any game again any prize, compared with others, good for nothing, HR people don’t want to look at your resume when they see a lot of good ones. Sometimes I will think that if I stay and become a full-time employee, I will not need to do so much about it. (Now I think it is really hurt to leave in the graduation season, or I do not recommend doing so. It is better to look for another opportunity in September and October.)

Finally under the push of students into a there is no future for it is no use the traditional company capital essence, it is quite busy during that time driven projects often work overtime at the weekend, every day looking at front big brother write code, back-end nothing complicated things, and he touched the fish review back eight-part essays), pick up the pieces, their own group, I and my classmate two Java, a front end, The group leader and others are engaged in C++ and Qt, the back before turning with him to run away.

In late September, I was about to become a regular employee, and I also reviewed the seven, eight, eight eight. I looked at the opportunity in the Boss and planned to find one or two companies to practice my hand. After that, I was hooked up by the Leader of a company, and then I asked for leave and ran to the interview. The interview was good. Although the salary did not meet my expectations, I felt good about TL. JD also wrote something related to DevOps and cloud native, so I chose to join. After receiving the Offer, I immediately resigned and recruited someone to take over the Offer. Then I joined the new company seamlessly. I still wanted to leave and go back home, and then I came back to look for it slowly after the National Day.

At the beginning, I felt ok, but then I became very busy. I said that my performance at the end of the year would be 10106, which was originally 1075. I often got off work in the early morning, and the latest was in January, I got off work at more than 7 am. During that time was really tired, can stick the reason is that can learn a lot of, this paragraph of time is the fastest growing period of time, during the contact with DDD, TDD, conversation, K8s and cloud the forefront of a bunch of ideas and technology such as native, found behind most companies don’t have access to these things, but is to accumulate.

This year is really busy, but there is growth, even if it is tired hundred million points can also accept. A tuft of white hair on the front of his forehead, graduation anxiety, post-job stress.

20 years

work

Telecommuting for a while because of the pandemic. Then in March, the project was almost 007. After this period of time, I felt like quitting. I was so tired. Then when I was not so busy, I felt I could stay, because I still had a lot to learn about TL. And temporary support a cluster hosting platform products demand iteration, then in June is driving a duck on a few months of project manager, finally also barely finished the project tasks, often during the problems and needs of customers, and drove to fast and efficient to solve these problems, this is a workout.

Later, I returned to my team and continued to participate in DevOps products with a new plan. During this period, I had a further understanding of DDD, DevOps culture and Scrum agile development (with an Agile coach to play with us, although IT is a pity that WE did not fully practice it). During this period, I gained something and expanded my scope.

Fish in the pond and melons

This year apart from their own work, but also experienced some impressive things.

First of all, in the first half of the year, the company carried out a spectacular promotion announcement. Several of the hundreds of people participated in the promotion, only to be passed over. I was one of the members of the promotion failure, but I planned to leave before the result came out, and WAS retained by TL later. The failure of this promotion made me a little depressed. I suddenly lost motivation and couldn’t feel the meaning of my efforts. It took me a long time to adjust to it.

The other is that behind this promotion is the high-level political struggle comparable to the palace drama. Although the people below us are the fish in the disaster pool, but still carrying a small bench to eat melon with relish, also let me see the political struggle in the workplace

A core founder (the president of our BU) was removed by the boss after chasing the wind and financing, and at the same time took advantage of this promotion to get rid of many old employees who followed him. Then the HR responsible for this promotion was used up by the boss and also optimized after many promotions were denied. But the HR backhanded lawsuit that cost the company more than a hundred thousand dollars is fantastic (it’s too sweet to be ripe).

Third, a new business BU was established. A new president came and began to chase new wind. During the period also saw a variety of leaders, like the imperial concubine, the surface brother backstabbing, facing the superior management, down through the trumpet type, there are down to persuade you to do a good job, cake tube is enough, the credit is my upward report. At the same time, with all the gossip at the top and all the infighting at the middle, it’s really a knife cut to the bottom.

Finally is the year-end promotion report again failed, this report I have long buddhist department, did not hold any hope, state of mind is good. In November, a big leader was parachuted down, who was said to be the product leader of Huawei Cloud. After he took over, he thought that you guys, who are middle and junior level, could not do anything, so we should optimize and replace them with senior and senior ones (fortunately, our TL has been knocked down). He did it for two months, causing the whole department to run away (probably because of the lack of cake, or some other problem), at which point our team of ex-ghosts began to be marginalized.

It’s been a tumultuous year, and it’s been a tiring year. If you didn’t have a few months of year-end bonuses ahead of you, you’d be on your way. After that, I took a few months to comfort my tired mind. Then, I had 19 days of Spring Festival annual leave, vacation and weekend, and I had a happy New Year.

21 years

In March and April, I was busy preparing for the interview. I found that all my colleagues in the team had slipped away, and I was almost the last one to leave. TL started the interview at the beginning of the year, but he slipped away faster than us, and the team that worked hard was not paid attention to. TL was also disappointed with the new president and advised us to leave early. Later, the whole team left one after another. All good things must come to an end, too bad TL still has a lot to learn. In the middle of April, I got the certificate of resignation and said goodbye to the company which made me grow up a lot and was full of memories.

After meeting with more than two months, I received several offers from more than 20 companies and then gave up the job. I was not particularly satisfied with it. Small companies looked down upon it, large companies looked down upon it. Small and large companies do not give interviews because they do not have relevant experience in supply chain and e-commerce, while DevOps and cloud native positions generally require more than three to five years of experience.

In addition, I met many educational institutions, such as pulp, peas, xiao Education and so on, but none of them passed. Fortunately, I did not meet these educational institutions after the policy of double reduction was issued. During the meeting with a real estate company, also failed, but another colleague went in, the real estate behind the layoffs… Let’s just say it’s not easy…

In may for a week to the size of the company a real “fame” (guangzhou), naked resignation again in September, waste a few months time, except there is no clear plan iteration goals, do some meaningless CRUD, belongs to the r&d management too disgusted, KPI is to calculate the number of you move brick (can you guess development, testing, product such as position of KPI).

After leaving the National Day home to do two small operations, quite suffering, flow a lot of a lot of blood, this year or a little miserable… Back to recover after almost back to guangzhou to continue to look for a job interview, face only two in this company across the street from another company (from time to time to see former colleagues ~), there is quite a challenge for me, business is multifarious, technology stack is also ok, there is a suitable platform to play and make something of value.

In the middle of the year is still eating the division before less and less melon, and during the big melon, the new president of the script and the predecessor is exactly the same, but also a hand bright rise dark fall was decent to leave, do not know the next president will be the same script, you can look forward to the follow-up melon. The president of iron, the boss of iron.

It was very hurt to change my job twice, and I moved home once, which was very unstable. As a result, I didn’t save much money. In addition, I basically didn’t work in the first half of the year, and I was lying flat all the time, hoping that I could calm down and devote myself to work.

22 years

These years, I feel relatively rich experience, although most of the experience is not so happy, in addition, both technology and experience have grown, but still far from their goals, the ideal is full reality is very thin, no matter they still have to continue to move forward.

I hope that in the New Year, I will conscientiously live and work hard, and strive to accomplish these goals:

• Weight gain at the Gym (no matter how you eat)
• Write carefully (be worthy of the title of popular author)
• Sharing within the company (no small challenge)
• The party wants to replace the computer (14 inch has bangs after a year of waiting)
• Strive to get out of the single (fate, money matters)

I wish you all the best in the New Year