Put pen to paper, want to come for a whole year and has been in the past, 19 years later, as if the epidemic broke the balance beam, his life can no longer stand in the center grasp your own fate in the balance, from the beginning of foreign trade, I think they can pass the small efforts to introduce good products in China and all over the world to the quit his job at home, looking for work education industry, the in the mind to think the same is sales work, Should be the same, but their seems to be more live more back, original graduation knew that sale in domestic market is not simple, is to do business with domestic person than an outsider to clinch a deal a lot of hard, but I was still chose a listed company to do sales, before the interview to have learned by securities research report that it is a comprehensive education, adult education, but the Lord do I entered the IT department of Shanghai headquarters, but I did a terrible job. I transferred from the initial SALES of IT courses to PMP, and my performance was always at the bottom of the sales of soft certificate books, so I had no experience to talk about.
The end, is not without its growth, reported their degree, Beijing foreign studies university international economy and trade, think that you will be in the way of foreign trade small step forward, but I don’t know what mysterious force to guide that oneself, to do the IT industry, their before departure and called the front end of course, to go to Beijing to study half a year, since then opens the program luca brasi journey in life, I will try to do my best
On the ninth day of the first month, his brother, who went to school together from childhood to college, got married, his heart felt quite deep, peers have entered the palace of marriage, he is equivalent to standing still, or even the future of the road position, but there is not too much hurt spring sadness, the second day will set foot on the web study trip. May be in Shanghai for a few years, more familiar with the big city, arrived at the school, procedures, things, everything is so calm, as if a stone in space, the literati, but keep moving forward.
When I came to the class, I realized that all of us were fresh graduates from a rigid background, and I felt guilty at that moment, because I was 24 years old and MY IQ was here, SO I could not breath. Later, I found that there were a lot of suffocation, but I had never experienced it before, so I just looked ahead. Really start to learn later, sure enough the somebody else to knock the four years of the code is different, they know not how to make up for, see a lot of articles, neither is said to catch up with, he eventually became a living his disdain, after thinking about work slowly changing, slowly fill up, today, writing articles, find their own book almost did not move, is this a good reflection, What I want.
I found is that when you study after coming out, oneself also don’t know how much, saw before a word is, the important is not how much not, but how much you let others think you can, it turns out to be right, because of their late in the interview, back to the topic of greater half month, success into a giant package status to come out after studying because there is no test, can’t test, In imaginary self thought hard, has been trying to sleep in class, but it’s not, I would like to, processing of homework every evening will for a long time, because they don’t write, your meditation into other people’s brains, undergraduate course on why didn’t really know you before, but now I don’t give in to go abroad to study), and may indeed have IQ differences, But before I saw video of pop-soul, director, said all the things can be can be trained for something continue in-depth practice, brain synapse becomes more and myself on this aspect of the ability to think freely and processing power is stronger, this is I have been to relief and comfort myself to science theory, after all, not really don’t want to suggest that myself, very affect the mood.
Half a year’s time, let me from a front small white, know the three musketeers and two large frame, can be written into a interface, with simple logic, also know the node. Js, mysql, the front end of too many, differ a list, in short, entered into a new world, and it is my favorite, so to speak not boring world, Because the teacher speak of yourself or can understand, the early stage of the simple static pages can also be written, but by js, find himself very difficult, not somebody else’s contact for four years compared to the students, the teacher tube is strict, every day to recite the content of the day, the second day to ask questions, and stay up late back things, sleep in the daytime, oneself actually very love learning, but is the score is bad, Of course, my study is invalid in my eyes now, I think a lot of times if, but after all, there is no if, they can only be in this world.
In half a year, after writing several projects, I began to prepare my resume. In this half year, I paid attention to many excellent front-end developers, from which I learned an online resume that meituan big man only did, and made my own project experience and kept writing back questions. After reciting the interview for two weeks, I went back to Shanghai and recited it for another week. I always answered fluently in the interview. Maybe I recited enough, and entered the outsourcing job of a big factory as mentioned above. But he did not regret to come here, see the very, very good friend and lead, they do not have what to do for the team, but a lot of trouble, your guilt, I hope that my friends, you are getting better, maybe I shouldn’t have met so good you, with deep inferiority wish you, the future can be, I also want to silently efforts, Study hard, code every day, everyone is in a different time zone, so outstanding, you should be on top of the world.
His intention to make a schedule, back after a good reading, the somebody else say watching video learning, also said that video there are a lot of nonsense, when the book is a few words, I think all people worse off than yourself, establish strict home reading program, in an era of how to roll, not good where there is a path, the same good which have already have a boyfriend, O (studying studying) O ha ha ~
Their initial plan, first read the little Red book and rhinoceros, the little Red book read nearly 200 pages, there are a lot of do not understand, their slowly eat it. When I came to Dachang, I also found that there are not so many geniuses. In fact, they just work hard and understand all aspects of knowledge. It is hard to imagine how many roads they have gone through to be so excellent. But everything is not too late, these two days to see Xu Lang’s story, open a lot of, in fact, it is not easy to survive, do not force too tight, it is important not to commit crimes, study hard, earn money, learn their own love ~
Last but not least, I like liu’s saying that a wonderful life lies in being fascinated by one thing. I think I need to cultivate my own fascination by myself. Few people find talent. I think ,It’s time to go.