Time is not wasted, creation is not stopped, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay contest”

Time flies by. Recall this year, sour, sweet, bitter and hot, eat its taste, know in the heart.

Lost time

When I look back on my four years in college, I really wasted those golden years. If I was to blame at that time, it must be ling Chi is not enough. Four years of college have nothing to do with learning. As a software engineering professional, but the code to programmer this occupation strange terrible. Approaching graduation, just began to seek a way out of confusion. Within half a year of graduation, I suddenly found that my future life arrangement was a big question mark. Who am I? Where I am? What should I do? Confused fears spread through my heart.

I met the front-end

By chance, I found the front end of this post on the Internet, and I went to Baidu between my interests. I understood a foundation and was ready to devote myself to it. That’s right, I haven’t even heard of HTML CSS, but actually try to learn. I found relevant information from the Internet, watched some videos, and made up my mind after a few days of preliminary understanding. Signing on. In the last few months of the university, I studied relevant knowledge in the library from five to nine every morning, from the initial HTML CSS to “javascript Advanced Design”, and then to Vue. I thought that if I got these, I would have a promising future.

Looking for job opportunities

Less not frivolous young waste. As a poor student of two universities, near graduation crazy to learn knowledge, out of the interview but eyes on the big factory, the result is certain, black and blue. As a fresh graduate, the company is investigating the potential and foundation. Especially this kind of data structure investigation, at that time, even the most basic bubbling sort are hard to write, I really checked the extreme. After more than a dozen times of struggle for more than half a month, I gave up looking for opportunities decisively. With the support of my parents, I rented a house in Beijing and spent one and a half months frantically learning about algorithms. Brush a lot of questions every day, summarize, find rules. The next day to tell his girlfriend, this kind of compulsive memory way, let me see the results in the short term. Finally, I got the offer of my ideal company for one year. Successful entry.

internship

The months of internship are the most psychologically volatile. From the initial full of expectations, to the middle of the lethargy, and finally regain the goal. The middle process is a test of the mind. The internship was very easy and simple. Most of the time, I was looking for something to do by myself, but I had no clue. My tutor was also a person who didn’t talk much, but he was very patient. Because of the beginning of the work, let me very can not find a way out. After a short period of confusion. I decided to make a fresh start. I took the initiative to ask my mentor for tasks, and took the initiative to look at the mentor’s needs. I developed on my own branch, and finally compared with the teacher’s code to find out what was better than mine and explore some differences. It also gave me a better understanding of the profession as a programmer. Always, the internship gave me the direction of my life. Thank you.

The formal work

Formal work is carried out slowly in a tense and orderly way every day. In the work, I am careful, thinking more, discussing more, communicating more, summarizing more, doing more, not afraid of making mistakes, and constantly trying and making mistakes, all of which make me improve slowly. At the same time, due to the neglect of the university, the basic is just afraid of not working hard, every day review some basic knowledge, brush algorithm. Take what you’ve learned and apply it to the project. The review of basic knowledge makes me more confident. Although I don’t know why, my confidence is slowly improving. Currently, some small projects of the company are being restructured (Vue) and upgraded.

Give a little advice that is not advice

A long journey begins at a single step. If the university you see this article, so please must remember, put down the hand notes, seize the time to study, at least to digest the content of the classroom. Don’t make up for temporary happiness in the future. For now, I always feel that there is an irreparable gap between me and some colleagues. I know, that was the time when I didn’t do anything. It can’t be made up. Because while I’m redoubling my efforts, others are running at the same or faster pace.

Year-end summary

This is my experience and heart course this year, vague narrative. I am grateful for my parents’ support, my girlfriend’s company, my mentor’s patient instruction and my own perseverance

In the future, military career without fear, youth without regret is good.