Change jobs have similar experience, every time when it is a new company, in the face of new industries and new operation way, there will be a lot of a lot of lack of knowledge need to catch up with, so basic it for three months, the brain every day will be in a state of high load operation, in this way, the inevitable result, night sleep very very heavy.

Just like yesterday, today, I got up late again in the morning and hurried to the company. In the last two kilometers, I could clearly hear my heavy breathing. It must have looked very awkward. So for an instant, suddenly feel, in fact, over the years, to get up early, almost never do, if you can get up early every day and a half hours, on time to eat breakfast, CongRong off, perhaps the road can also be conveniently clap community streets of ginkgo leaf what of, I think it must be very beautiful, and the adults should have a decent, I have little experience, ashamed.

When I arrived at the company, I dealt with the feedback of product operation for one hour in the morning. Write weekly report, one hour;

At noon, I made an appointment with my former colleagues to have dinner together. During this time, WE talked about many changes in life and mentality in recent years, as well as the various introversion phenomena of his recent work in Douyin and the disguised exploitation of capitalists in the new era. Anyway, when we finished our last drink, he took out a tissue, wiped his greasy mouth, sighed and said: Ah, at this age, you don’t want to change the world any more, you can take good care of the old and young around you, it’s good.

Yeah, I know him.

After the afternoon week, there was an internal session on “Why we Read The Selection”, which he delivered with a lot of passion, reading several sections aloud and concluding that the selection was not just a dragon slaying, but a product manager’s bible. It seems that these years of party culture propaganda did not do in vain, understand very profound. After the meeting, I added the five volumes to my shopping cart. Anyway, I still hope I can read them through. If we live in such an era, history is always an unavoidable topic for a deep understanding of our society.

Evening listening to Mr Ma did not a program, is talking about the art of speaking, well, it is quite inspired, reflect on their daily to get along with others, sometimes does not do enough tolerance, even sometimes feel heart is quite narrow, some things, in fact, in hindsight, always feel that a lot of detail processing is not satisfactory.

Write here, can’t write down, the above content, read twice, I wry smile, this is too running account, shame. When reading what others have written at ordinary times, I always look for a nail with an axe. I can’t see this one nor the other. When I really decide to write something, I feel ashamed at this level.

Used behind the scenes, used to quietly in their own way to try to observe and understand the society, is used to express myself in front name, since to do after switching to PM, big battle with people, is inevitable, time grows, the feel like to catch fish on mentality has a eight – his portrait is full of antenna, I want to be deeply connected with the world.

In the evening, what old father-in-law does is chaos, taste good, go to bed still early now, then much Lao two paragraphs.

Back then, I came to Zhongguancun, Beijing, carrying a dream and started my coding career. After many years of passing and turning, I have reached the age of 30, got married and raised children. Looking back at the young photos, it seems like a different world.

I don’t know if you noticed, but back in the ’80s and’ 90s, the word “debut” was used a lot in some entertainment magazines. When I was talking about this with my friends, I joked that we could not stay in the audience forever. So now all 30, what time, will usher in their own “debut”?

If, after many years of mediocrity, and then look back at this joke, must be bitter.

In recent days, in the office cubicle, in the noisy roadside, in the middle of the night, in sleep, I always inadvertently recall the road through these years, met people, can not calm for a long time…

In fact, the young curiosity and courage has always been there, worldly dust once dim them, but did not bury them, they woke up, call me, start again.