Time is not wasted, creation is not stopped, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay contest”

Brief description: I just want to at least hold up my proud head in front of them…

But when I look back, I am never young again

departure

During the pandemic, the world was calm. Everyone told me that I didn’t have enough work experience after graduation, that it was difficult to find a job in the competitive world outside, and that I was under great pressure. Procrastinating, procrastinating for half a year, finally decided to quit. I had planned to leave after the New Year, but on February 1st I was offered a salary increase and left on February 2nd. Originally there was a little bit of not giving up for the management of the company to cultivate you, you should create value for the company, you should learn to be grateful. The reason why I am so rejected is that my actual take-home pay during the internship is 2400+. After I become a regular employee, I will work 50 or 60 hours overtime a month, and my take-home pay is 2600+. At that time, I did a whole project by myself and also took care of several projects at the same time. Although I just graduated, my ability was ok. At least, as a new employee, I had a clear conscience about what he called creating value.

change

Jiangxi Ganzhou people, from now on hated the place of Nanchang. Flag: No matter how good that place is in the future, I won’t stay in Nanchang…

After the New Year, I planned to prepare for a period of time at home to consolidate what I have learned in the past year. At the beginning of March, I suddenly received the interview notice and bought the train ticket to Shenzhen in a hurry. When everyone tells you you can’t do it, you really suck. After several interviews, I found that I was not as useless as I thought. Original family factors, the more grown up more inferiority, self-closure, social fear, the whole person is very bereaved.

Too kind will be bullied by this society, rural people, although now with good thoughts to view the world, but also more a guard.

  • Social fear to try to communicate with people, communicate with parents, these years I just want to make a breakthrough outside, do not push me to get married. To meet more people, learn to speak, dare to speak. At present, social fear is not completely eliminated, but it is very good.
  • Weight loss inferiority, since I have been very bereaved, fat for 20 years, I also want to change a way of life. Crazy control diet, sugar, drink, sports, and finally from 160+ reduced to 130 ups and downs. Take care of yourself and make your dull skin shine. Go to bed early, get up early and never stay up late on weekdays. Change yourself and gradually become more confident. Haha, I stuck with it…
  • Learning has always felt that he is still a rookie, until a few days ago when I saw the resume of the company recruitment delivery, I found that I was unknowingly more than a year into the industry a little bit bigger dish chicken. Read a lot of books, learn very miscellaneous, from the first line of code to JavaScript advanced programming, and from Typescript, graphic HTTP to Python advanced programming, from Psy’s private dishes, in-depth understanding of the computer operating system to React is particularly miscellaneous. I have been groping by myself. Later, I remembered my college teachers and got their help. After weighing the pros and cons, I found a ray of light in the confused road. I am still a rookie, get up early in the morning to read, continue to read after work in the evening, continuous learning and progress, learning makes people happy. Very nice!

growth

Alas, old, all 23, workers sigh, hair is no longer thick, wages are still so. In one year, I became lonely and emo gradually from a newly graduated student and a social person full of yearning for life. But the difficult road will not be too crowded, a person carrying the load forward, no longer bother others, the last friend can only be seen in the game.

Full of fatigue against the wind

Flag

  1. Lose weight break 120 catties
  2. Turn the front end to the back end, stop the front end, make the back end wider and longer (big choice, but I’m still young), and don’t do it without a pay raise.
  3. I don’t need to pay the mortgage now, and I have to carry the burden of the family at the end of next year
  4. Self build a computer, bought a MAC + iPad this year, but ，，，， I also want to play games ┭┮﹏┭┮ (Chu Hsien NB Plus)
  5. Learning the basic principles of computer, computer networks, data interfaces and algorithms

conclusion

Don’t have much ideal, just want to live simply in this luxurious world. Don’t you call them young people? Do not brush douyin do not brush micro blog content joke is eternal god. Sarilang is still continuing, Wang Stu Zhuge digging machine has not finished, jubilant are still serialized, how can stop.