2021 Year-end summary: Experience confusion and choice

preface

The year 2021 will be a confusing and crucial year for the class of ’22, with many choices to make. Many times you have to choose your way before you can see what lies behind it.

Walking alone in the dark

At the beginning of 2020, I was working as an intern in a large factory. Because the first interview was lucky and THERE was no front-end intern friend around me, I didn’t know my level among fresh graduates. During the day, I wrote the REQUIREMENTS of CRUD in the company, and at night, I went back to my small rental room to study the cutting-edge technology I thought. Having been used to the collective life for 10 years, I probably miss it a little bit. The excitement at night is all for others, and I only have a few lights in the small room.

Until February, I received an offer from a new resume, in fact also haven’t started preparing teachers deal with the interview, had been pushed to the New Year will go to the interview later, otherwise the program is working really hard during the Chinese New Year of the awl stab to recite a wave, didn’t expect the relatives and friends invited to play unstoppable, just forget about it, finished in one fell swoop for years.

To walk on the battlefield

After the year back, a lot of big factories have started the spring recruitment, in one day after work to eat dinner when suddenly received a tao interview phone, can be said to stab a sword in the back, I hurriedly put off to the next day in order to find a day to fool the interviewer’s speech.

The next day, the tension in the foot’s nearly brought me to low water ditch the case, I started a second big interview process, unexpectedly is as if everything is very well, and I am the first interview giant daily interns, seems to don’t entered the company practice, at the beginning of my dream is to write code in a small company, I didn’t think I could meet the standards of interns in big factories. After also facing hangzhou several other big factories, basic also got the internship qualification, at that time it can be said that the spirit of righteousness, afraid of my classmates do not know I face (young competitive heart), several are at that time I put the internship monk recruitment website in the collection folder inside occasionally pay respect to once ha ha ha.

Walk on in the sun

I have thought for a long time about the title of this chapter, which is probably the progress of difficulties but goals.

Most of the time, the biggest problem for college students is not to overcome difficulties, but to have a goal that you can always strive for.

In April, in the new practice, before the first day of orientation environment and different place giant is arranged a brother give you personalized service (moved to my temporary workers nearby), and then there are the many have not seen the break against the plug-in, coupled with nervous will be they found the fact that I was a gray, I don’t have a lot of people I know to talk to. But here I would like to introduce The king of rolls, who practiced together with me. He invited me to join him before the internship, and he became familiar with me immediately. As a very introverted person, I had someone to talk to in the group.

Before a clean out all the development process and practice are not the same, the more complete configuration website also have to remember more development, more complicated the configuration of the launch process, all in the bottom line, challenge my memory was belong to the crisis of gray attribute is found, it is ok on my fishing + problem crossing the king in the past, you probably will be return. Every day, there was a solution consultant beside me, and I could ask anything just because I was an intern. However, they seemed to have low requirements on interns and were happy for you to ask them questions, so the whole thing was smooth.

The second is the second day of the internship with the boss on Friday secretly went to the outside group construction, at that time really feel into a den of thieves, how can anyone go out to play together in working hours. And as a famous 996 factory, I didn’t expect everyone to take a two-day break (I don’t like to roll).

Later, I found that because the boss loved to have fun, our group often went out to eat and drink, and the interns did not have to pay for the group construction. For an otaku, it might be the happiest time to try different businesses. By the way, I also learned Musical Instruments. I didn’t have art bacteria when I was a child, but IN order to be able to install force in the future, I was forced to edify it.

The internship turned to the defense seems to be very smooth in the past, look at the internship from April to September has also passed more than 150 days, thinking everyone back to school, also left to go back to school.

Hesitating before a crossroads

After September back to school, generally is by far the most carefree time, since the university won’t have too many things to do every day, go to a tutor there appearance up big and then back to the dormitory sleep, then I found my roommate all you are on the way to take an examination of male, suddenly let me nervous, I choose the wrong way, is not only become a gwy is truly the right path, With more and more people around me taking the postgraduate entrance exam, I began to doubt whether it was the right way for me to get a bachelor’s degree. Every day, I had a lot of worries in my mind. Besides, the house I bought in Hangzhou was one hour away from my work place when I was a freshman, so I felt like giving up the Internet industry and going home to lie down.

In addition, my ideal job is to be a teacher, so I went to see the teacher recruitment in my hometown, signed up for the teacher examination of vocational high school, but failed. The teacher thought my lecture was good, but unfortunately, only I signed up for that position, and another person had to sign up to let this position recruit. Then I can only comfort myself every day Internet salary is high, the teacher’s salary in my hometown is 8W a year may starve myself (ok I still want to go)

To take an examination of birds, the male is no hope, I in the rest of the several offers choices, because do not want to adapt to the new atmosphere in the group, the development environment and lottery so signed internship group, looks at a dormitory male roommate, I can only hope that after liu and li innings, zhang, once bureau can cover the future with me, I work to support himself when people first.

Chasing the wind in the unknown

I remember when I touched the fish before I saw a very like words:

Don’t wait for the wind to come, the boy chasing the wind

As we all have a good living environment, also got a good offer, although there are a lot of pressure, but also ensures that at least double cease, also can make a lot of a lot of money ha ha ha, who knows what will China do in the next decade, probably no one can know ten years later I will become what appearance, so try to do something you want to do, Find hobbies and live the life you want. You’re young enough to try and make mistakes. Flag will not tell you, next year done to show off ~~~~~~