“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

I am a college student that is about to graduate, the writing style of an is very poor, everybody figure a joy to see good 🤭

Back in the 2021

  • In February, after the year 🧨 happy to go back to school.

  • In March, when I was still in the carefree college days, my friend accidentally asked me “when will you go to the internship ❓” in a chat. Since I registered for nuggets last year, I have been learning aimlessly until that time in March, completely unaware that it is time to look for summer internship and prepare for autumn recruitment. From that day on, MY anxiety 😔

  • In April and May, in order to enrich the resume project, I spent a period of time to learn VUE3 and went to Bilibili University to do a project. Then learn to write a resume to prepare for the interview to seek summer internship job opportunities 💪

  • In June,, the first interview, did not go to the net to see the face classics of what, direct mang, answer very poor, nervous hands are shaking 🥶. All right, I’m done. My mentality is very bad, not the kind of more down the more brave type, is the more down the more pull type. In addition to the surrounding friends have gradually found internship work, I more panic. So began to look on the net face classics, summed up the topic, to the roommate answer. In the middle of June, I got the opportunity of internship. I felt positive at the moment the offer was sent 😎. Just catch up with the gold digging activities, incidentally whoring a gold digging mug 🍺

  • July AugustInternship, internship began to happy happy life, life for me, just one word “cool” 😄, my tutor intern is very good for us, even though his work was very busy would stop to answer questions and give us the team atmosphere is great, during this period I learned a lot of professional knowledge, also made a lot of friends, also learned how to take care of yourself. At the end of August, my internship partners quit and began to send resumes for autumn recruitment. I followed their steps 👣 and began to send resumes.

  • In September and October, I always thought that autumn recruitment was the golden nine silver ten, but I did not expect that many enterprises started their autumn recruitment in July and August, and I did not pay attention to these news at that time 🤡, resulting in my resume is exactly the end of autumn recruitment. However, I also got the interview opportunity of several enterprises, and the result can be imagined because I was not fully prepared. Then his state of mind begins not to be good, place rotten begin 😫. Can’t get the offer-> anxiety -> can’t learn -> fear of interview -> can’t get the offer. Fortunately, my friends have been encouraging me 💪, and I finally got my first offer at the end of October.

  • In November, I got my first offer, which increased my confidence and made me stand up again. Ha ha ha, SO I continued to send resumes to get more offers and seek for better ones. But how can I say, nothing, a little influence on the mentality, happened to have not been home for a long time, on the last day of November home. When I got home, I saw my dad and mom and the hot food on the table. At that moment all the anxiety and exhaustion disappeared 😊.

Confusion and anxiety

My anxiety is mainly work 🧐, the exchange of a circle down, at this stage of the people more or less will be anxious, everyone’s anxiety is similar. My initial anxiety was about not being able to find a job, but NOW I have a job, and I want to find a better job, so the anxiety becomes about not being able to find a better job. Go on like this is endless, even if had sp still want to look for SSP even if had SSP still want to look for SSSP, the fundamental reason still compares with others, hence thought through, the person still compares with oneself, old with person than, person than person than dead 💀 is such, state of mind put steady, contented chang happy 😄.

Looking forward to

In general, I have learned a lot in this year. I can say that this year is the most fruitful year in my college life. Outlook for next year:

  • Go up academically shun smooth benefit graduation 🎓
  • Everything goes smoothly on the job, make a lot of money 💴
  • You meet people who move emotionally
  • Make friends healthy and make a lot of money