Is today a special first day?

Not really, just reliving the days when I put my finger on this article.

I have to say 2021 is unexpected, but not too surprising.

Unexpectedly acquired the experience of the second half of the year, it is not too unexpected that this school precipitation of two years is not in vain.

Afraid of forgetting the second half of the year and not too unexpected, simply record it

Is an account of their own, but also see clearly in the past, in order to better sustenance of the future.

About life

A person’s life is a little lonely, but with some freedom. There must be something to aim for and look forward to in this day and age, otherwise you will lose yourself day by day. In the first two months of my internship, I had a lot of energy. I was looking forward to the day when I became a regular employee, and I was pushing myself forward with inexplicable driving force. But after becoming a regular employee, it is not the lost that can come down at leisure, but the day that a kind of early nine to nine busy but gradually numb.

This kind of day is to buy a few steamed stuffed bun to the company in the morning, read some articles in the morning, while eating breakfast. After that is organizing, meeting, coding, writing documents…… “, which is mixed with the middle, dinner and lunch break, also passed to nine o ‘clock night taxi, carrying the body in bed to watch an episode of the drama, began to revenge insomnia, thinking to 1 o ‘clock head, a lie down, and heard the alarm clock. Can not say the winter alarm clock is unusually long, hangzhou this weather… Cantonese, I dare to throw off the quilt.

But one day when I was walking alone in the street, looking at the lonely lights, I suddenly realized that life was like this. It was always better to have a hope than to have one. So from that day on, I began to look forward to going back to school in nearly 100 days

This kind of hope is not necessarily to gain something, but to have a feeling that you are learning to get closer to it day by day, then at least do something for yourself in this day by day, at the end of the day can be looked forward to. Then began, Monday looking forward to Friday, Saturday looking forward to the day back to school ~~

In the final analysis, it is a driving force. Hope and daydreaming are equal parts. Hope is a driving force of desire, and it is a driving force that should do something for its own life. Otherwise, life has to be lived. It can be fear of the unexpected, or expect the unexpected.

I hope that in the future, I can live this life with some driving forces (joy, anger, sorrow, fear, love, evil, desire).

About work

It is true to work in the workplace, simply say the personal perspective of students, a few about this half year’s work experience.

  • Work requires a responsible attitude

If you only complete a project according to the needs of the business side, there seems to be no additional progress for yourself, but only the last time or other people’s “bricks”, you need to be responsible for the business they take over from your perspective.

  • Think as much as you can before you do your work, before you go live

This was especially difficult for me at the beginning, because I didn’t have accumulated experience, but I followed along to “clean up” a little bit more (compatibility, iteration, configuration, code structure…). You can make yourself more sophisticated

  • Cooperative partners do not push themselves, if you have the ability or opportunity to push more cooperative partners.

A project has multiple partners working together. If the project cannot be completed due to some “accident”, there is no way to get rid of it, but to undertake it.

  • Trust is really important, whether people trust you or you trust them.
  • Work is selfish, and only win-win can truly develop teamwork

So how to find win-win points with each other in cooperation, intentionally or not, you can think about it.

  • Work is just work. It’s not done. It has to be part of your life, not the whole of your Monday-Friday life.

So at each desk, how do I touch something other than work that’s meaningful? It’s kind of hard…

  • I hope I can find some value and sense of achievement in my work.

How painful it would have been otherwise

  • Always ask for help when your job is at risk.

Oneself must not conceal a risk, wait for a risk to be exposed really come out, catastrophe.

  • Give yourself some work challenges once in a while.

Can’t… For the future, but it’s a sense of accomplishment. But don’t rush it. Take a break from time to time.

About the habit

In the second half of the year, I gradually noticed some habits, which I did not consider or care about before. Although I have not developed a better habit, I also care about the spare time to mull over.

  • Remember more: I think my brain is limited (even not very good), in the high intensity of work, really many, many important things, can be forgotten at any time. Or a flash of inspiration, but I still need to write that down.
  • Write more: actually for yourself, write down does not mean absorption, but means thinking, sorting, summary, the biggest purpose is for the future.
  • Think more: in fact, most of the time, I don’t know what to think, anyway, think about what is at present, or think about what, you can think about what (this is probably creativity).
  • Multiple summaries: A clear summary of one stage can lead to a better and smoother transition to the next stage.

In fact, I usually spend an afternoon every Saturday to summarize and sort out all the notes of the next week, although often said by others… But in fact, I don’t like this kind of saying very much, because I think it is indeed a dish, if I don’t take the time to organize, I will end the last week in confusion and start the next week in confusion. Perhaps it is because I am alone, indeed spend an afternoon in the company, is a kind of comfort to myself ~ ~

  • Plan more: Without planning, all goals will be lost in a fog of confusion.
  • Read more books: their books are still very few, and not limited to professional books, what books can see, as if so things to the philosophical aspects are interchangeable.
  • Feel more: feel more yourself around everything, cherish or let go, don’t lose yourself.

One way to be the one to look up to:

Look up at master, follow master, walk with teacher, see through master, become master.

About the future

Plan your future for the next six months, at least don’t be confused.

  • Shun smooth benefit graduation, among them affirmation a lot of miscellaneous miscellaneous 8 things, hope shun smooth benefit.

  • Develop a good habit.

  • For the front end, dabble a little in a vertical area of expertise to get a feel for it.

  • Read three different books (minimum) in your recommended book list.

  • Participate in a spring recruitment (try again after taking the offer from Ali).

  • Exercise. It’s been so cold lately. Exercise when the weather is right.

  • Get out more.

  • Happy every day ~

Wuhu ~~ cherish the last short “pension life” ~~ hope next June can live up to their own ~