Transformation of identity
As a fresh graduate in 2020, my biggest feeling is the change of identity
1. Interns to fresh graduates
I have heard too many workplace stories before entering and leaving the workplace. Capital has no emotion. As an intern, MY biggest feeling is that I do not have a sense of security and belonging. Even though the colleagues around me are very nice and care about my feelings, I still feel it is difficult for me to really integrate into the group. There is always a feeling in my heart that I am only working in this company for a short time. I think I don’t want to face the parting scene that I have to leave when I just get along with my colleagues. As a regular employee, I care more about the development of the company, and hope to take more responsibilities and have a stronger sense of belonging.
2. Students go to society
As the Chinese New Year approached, I realized that I didn’t have a 40-day winter vacation anymore. For the situation that I can only go home on the 27th day of the Lunar Calendar, I was shocked at first 🤯, then I gradually calmed down, I began to realize that this is the normal situation of people in society. After becoming a social person, my expenses gradually increase, and I need to consider more life problems. People around me discussed more realistic issues such as housing prices and stocks. At the beginning, I just listened silently, but gradually I began to join in the discussion. At the beginning, I still felt that I was still a student, but the subsequent experience told me that I needed to abandon my student identity as soon as possible and think more with the thinking of social people.
3. Rookie arrivals
I remember the panic when I arranged a demand on the second day of my first internship. I didn’t sleep well for the following week and felt that I was going to be fired if I couldn’t do it. Fortunately, I adjusted myself in time and gradually adapted to the internship. During my internship, I often asked my colleagues for questions. Sometimes I felt embarrassed when I asked them. Later, I secretly decided to solve the problem by myself and get rid of my dependence on my colleagues. After half a year’s internship and half a year’s formal work, I can obviously feel that I have improved a lot in technology, and I don’t have much technical pressure in daily work (I guess the project is not high enough, haha).
The future road walk together
I wanted to write on the Nuggets for a long time, but never did. A big part of the reason was that everything I wanted to write about could be found on Nuggets, and it didn’t feel like there was much point in me trying to reinvent the wheel. I’ve learned a lot from nuggets, which is one of my most frequentwebsites, and I intend to give back to nuggets and grow with the tech guys. Set a flag, first do January a more 😄
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